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wah liew..todae haf to walk home wif benedict.. haha hot like hell siah...nvm..for the sake of saving money.. hmm nowadays having financial crisis..but..nVm! i will go thru it! and tml is the baNd SYF! wooHoo! duno wad will we become..blehx,dun care, haha i think many ppl are nervous and veRy worried.. haiyo, wads dere to worry about? the oni worry tt that dey shld haf is how not to worry for syf! =.= wad crap is tt... nvm hmm do our best lohx, hahaha

Long time no see

hmm...rather busy nowadays.. ahh syf again... haha..=.= hmm wad do i haf to sae nehx.. ahh..ytd band practice, kaox.. really verY veRy problematic...
1st-> there is 1 part, heart got carried away then nv look at sir=.= missed den kena scold=.=
2nd-> i tried to bring up my stick in a "nice" way, hope to try showmanship..=.=freaking suay!! hit the wind chime make so much noise...=.=
3rd-> 1st time i kena called to plae louder=.=
4th-> my hands were sweaty..when i bring up my mallet..=.=the mallet actually fly away............=.=
5th-> kaox, the piano dropped and break sia..=.= THX ALOT TO ***** and *****=.= stupid sia...i not around then they try to carry the piano wif jus 2 person..stupid.
6th->my left hand..is messed up..=.= ytd i hit tt left middle finger again=.= lucky the pain did not stay long...my left wrist hurts too...=.= duno y..

kaox..wad a bad dae..its ok...there will always be rainbow after a storm! but i wonder when the rainbow will come..=.= haix.. btw who noes how to change the text colour of chatter box ahx?? now i cant see a thing there..=.= plz plz plz help me.. and help mi write testimonials in frenster too!! how i wish i haf 100 testimonials soooN!!! haiya..tts about all... cya

good friday

wahh..good fridae is not good =.= im too lazy to get out... ytd i was calling ppl out... and todae im practically doing nothing at home...-.- papa was out... good! can plae..-.- hmm think nth more to write... (sry guyx.. mi pangseh u all...or u all pang seh mi??) =.= dun care go plae games and listen to song lex...

oH hell...

todae is a bad day ahx.. alot of hw nv do siahx... the holidae past too quicly...kaox so much of my homework all nv do..>.< den todae i go sch 4got to bring pencilbox..=.= haha but luckily i got bring comb.. ^o^
series of unfortunate events..-> 1st kena scold by f&n teacher..cux many ppl nv do the stupid research..haix hafta write 100 word reflection...i realli forgot wad...T_T and nxt is geog...ok lahx.. nv get scolded..den humans...
2nd->e-maths.. kaox roland talk veri weird siahx.. i catch no ball=.=siao liaox... o'lvl die liaox...
3rd->err den english..=.= i totally forgot abt the compre..! den kena scolding frm ms lai..T_T so sad!!
4th-> chinese lesson...tt rk's wife publicize my name say i do the compo veri lousy.. T_T i did my best liaox!! y i still write so lousily!! kaox~bad day lehx..
5th-> den the oral.. scared siah...im afraid tt i will get low marks tt will affect my chinese results..! i said 2 "then" and had some mistakes in the conversation!! im so nervous.. shit...ahh forget it ahx.. bad day sia todae... so bad for the whole of 22nd march T_T

wahH..sian

so bored at home..-.- ytd feeling so sad...haha now feel much better le...after a nice long sleep... kaox b4 i realli wake up den can hear my dad complaining bout my academic le...kaox i ytd night nth to do den go bro room watch anime wad.. watch until so fun den he come disturb.. den this morning sae wad i nv study all those crap...(even tho its true. . . .) so? his mindset is old man! watch tv = fail exam... plae computer = fail exam... sms ppl oso = fail exam..=.= freaking lao tao thinking lehx... how i hope he will change -.-bahhx sian go do hw liaox

friday...

ok this blog.. im not gonna talk bout band... the previous entries make mi sound as if im a pro-band member(actively involved in band and luv band..) tt's not my image ok? i wun forget wad KSB and SIR DID TO ME!!! i was reminded of tt todae~ tt makes mi feel so stupid..y MUS I COME??!
kaox todae go "b&" so freaking long... tt freaking freaking ass band made me stay till 4+!! i missed my mUM!!! i mus hate b&... i mus hate it...i mus nv forget wad dey did to mi...
ok i didn even touch my hw bcux of tt freaking b&=.= it took so much of my time!! im veri poor in my studies!! if i fail to get gd grades in O's, i die! the b& didn even acknowledge mi...y mus i be loyal to it?! bahx... i dun wanna talk bout band but my whole holidae is in dere... *****!
i wanna start my hw..but i duno where to start.. or wad to do... T_T save mi!! bahx.. i cant take it anymore.. i mus sae sth bout b& todae..
lolx it is another super tired dae for my miserable legx.. and my hands... gotta stanD SO LONG AND GOTTA MOVE THE INSTRUMENTS.. SO HEAVY!! & WAD I Get in return?? NOTHING! after tt when we go hall do tt stupid go in go out thingy, athira was like KPKB ppl in percussion.. wad is she? another piece of shit like me. who is she to shout shout & criticise other ppl?! huh?! as if she veri good like tt.. cant even plae a simple triangle properly.. zhikai oso..=.= ( both lousy sec 3s) i cant take it liao ahX! but i cant do anything bout it... haix.. 1 thing i wanna tell ppl.. lets sae A is talking on stage, and below, B and C not paying attention or wad... do u jus shout from where u are to tt B and C?? disturb rite? making more noise... disturb the A who is talking... no brains to think lehx. den b4 we dismiss.. mus fall in first..stephanie was like KP KB again.. siah lahx U.O can scold and drop majorx any o how ah? 1st time see siahx... and she was like so dua pai lehx... ppl wanna talk oso kena her scolding wORX!! lmao..she cant sae a simple english sentence properly..haiyo...quite pitiful llahx...but horx.. she really ToO mUCH!! bo tua bo suay.. no big no small...dun tok bout it liaox..worse still..she sae i culprit worx! haha of course i act innocent lax..lmaox ahh buay ta han.. go rest awhile le.. blehx

finally!! real holidaE!

yeA!! finally got 1 day off from the tiring band and remedial lessons~ dun feel like doing homework now lehx... mayb do later. quite bored now... gonna listen to lots of music and plae lots of games today~ im staying put at this computer until my butt breaks~ bahhx... sianx~ sianz~ sians~
but it is nice to stae home isnt it?? yea~! i gonna rest here

another BloG...

really nothing much to do now so gonna write another blog...went to sch for chem lessons today.. kaox.. im still not quite sure abt the mole thingy...-.- haiya nvm... muS study!! err.. sry.. gonna talk bout things in band again...=.= i dun wish to talk bout it everyday but im in the band for sooo long.. haiyax nth much lahx.. oni we haf to stand the whole day again!-.- leg pAiN u knOW!!! den sir(instructor) keep scolding the BLOWING instruments.. & make em play again & again & again.. felt so sad for dem... lucky i not blowing instrument siahx.. if not i sure kena scolding until die.. my parts are EZ!!! sO, in conclusion, i need alot more practice so tt i can close my eyes and play.. i think zm oso can.. cux he is god damn prO!!! the days are pretty similar cux we do the same things over and over and over again..-.- most of the times im jus standing dere and look..-.- cux no part to plae... sO boring SIah!!! wanna sit down & relax oso cant... T_T i still got some errors siahx.. mus buck up abit...haha... mus focuS...
2day quite ok lahx.. not much scolding.. hmm oni hope sir will pay more attention on percussion.. cux we are damn BoReD and LEg PaiN!!!

music xchange 2..-.-

okok... 2dae i went to meet minhan on time.. in fact earlier than him!! *clap clap* den go see tt yong s.l face...=.= as usual.. she late again.. omg! she late bcome our fault? y mus detain us siahx.. T_T den after tt recess.. den physics...oHhhh mr koh so nice...let us go early... played abit soccer/monkey after tt... lolx syarhein kena "ole" so many times siah.. even i "ole" him!! hahaha... den after tt, go band again=.=
In summary, we pack pack den board the bus den sianx... =.= 1stly im so sry tt i made so much unneccessary noise and do lame things.. im really sorrY!! but really nth to do wadx.. forgif me~ hmm den reach henderson, perform...perform.. some sch were good, some ok lahx... the henderson's bass drum no nice 1!!!( i mean the instrument...not the player...the player pro!!) the sound is so disgusting and... EeeE yea..-.- lolx 4got to mention...i indirectly made tony's hp kena confiscate..-.- ms zarina tortured mi in so many ways=.= kaox.. beta not say out wad she did to me...so pai seh~ kk back to the xchange thingy... err..it was quite same same for everything dere...some gd some bad..kk lahx...bla bla bla...er, when returning trip to sch, a junior(michael) sae wad wad wadwad bout whowhowho... haiya so bad.. but its not gd to spoil ppl's day rite? so i help him abit lahx..not very "guo fen" one..den duno y...today so many ppl are emotional..really duno y..
even IskAndaR scold ppl siahx! ->emotional case 1
some ppl @#$ alone!! -> emotional case 2
some ppl are weirdly quiet 2day ->emotional case 3
some ppl walked away so fast!!(duno y-.-) -> emotional case 4
even i feel odd talking-.-.. (realli..!even if u saw me talking so much crap so loudly)->emotional case 5
-.-i even got so angry when david say the mess in music storeroom is solely done by percussion-.- well, tts really frustrating..y dun blame trumpets?! y not others?! y percussion?! we dun even use tt place so often! @#$% lohx!! u think percussion nice to bully ah?! @#$% lahx ->emotional case 6
erMx...finally i would really like to apologise..or apologize to all those whom may be disgusted by my stupid behaviour today.. sry sry!

bahhx today's entry

erm today go remedial.. kaox freaking bro! bath for so long 1!! make me late for meeting minhan-.- nvm i everyday oso late 1.. haha den go sch..chinese class. tt stupid stupid **** yong Siew ling.. i had enuf of her liaox.. she ownself start the lesson late den wan us to stay later-.- & worse... i whisper to duno who den she scold me for talking.. @#$% lohx!! other ppl talk so loud nv catch.. i whisper abit oni den kaobei me... ~*middle finger*~
ahh den after tt hafta go band again-.- everyday mus go lehx-.- holiday like no holiday like tt... oni 1 day break #$%^... kaox.. haven eat lunch yet leh... band is really torturous aHH!!! kMN... sir think percussionist's leg made of wad.. stainless steel ah..?! expect us to stand whole practice and the leg cannot even bend..-.-my leg already shaking liao siahx... and den... duno y..everytime ppl wanna blame some ppl for talking, percussion kena.. HOW U XPECT US TO STAND WHOLE PRACTICE WITH OUR MOUTH SHUT??? WE MEMORISE THE SCORE FASTER THAN THE REST OF U ALL HORX! let us talk abit wun die rite? as for dose big mouth one... scold dem lahx! scold whole percussion CUM>?! go fan xing fan xing lahx!

okok.. better go prepare for tml's remedial...

entry for 13 march

erm ytd 13/3/2005.. b4 go see the stupid SWS thingy.. go watch movie with.. BA!!! er..watch series of unfortunate events -.- not sOoo nice lehx...oni the girl chio...den i find the story plot very..aiya nvm...kaox should haf watched the Hitch wad... y u all dun want watch?! even ms yeo say is nice lehx.. every1 say is nice! ..den ytd biRd say the show sUX...-.- mus be he watch b4 liao dun wan watch again den purposely psycho every1...*clap clap.. nice move* ok..so after tt we go the ulu pandan see the thingy.. haiya.. SWS plae the into the joy of spring no nice 1.. the bass druM! cant hear him plae!..-.- so sissy-.- throw away bass drum player's face liaox! but the snare drummers all really damn pro!! okok.. and den after the performance saw some gals go take foto of some "handsome" guyx..dey were like..er...crazy le!! -.- 1st time see handsome guys izzit-.- KSB dun haf mehx? so sua ku like tt.. ooo sry sry... jk jk jk jk jk ok?? haha den after tt go eat lahx.. got some crap...nth much... den waste some time duno doing wad..-.- reach home den missed the >show~ =.= bahhx nth much after tt -.=

soccer.....

kaox..today's soccer match is screwed... i made so many mistakes..! i cant run like b4! my perception has gone haywire..-.- really wanna apologize to 4A ppl... i sucked today... can gimme another chance?? i will work harder! i promise! T_T bah dun care...i now go take the soccer ball to practice liaox... T_T

itC 2 again!!

Bahh...today in itc2 again! Tt teacher oso duno writing blog~ haha..hmm wad to talk nehx…lets tok bout ytd... aiya oso nothing interesting..super siAn!! Oni now didn see Kelvin again..haha can talk to junhong…lolx so fun…then the hist common test…-.- nv study lehx.. I look at the question then =.=…. Lets not talk about that..hmm after the test I go play soccer with syarhein dey all.. wah so fun~ but too bad needa go band-.- can oni play awhile..haiyax.. den when I go band I tell bel I go play soccer den he drop me 30 siah! Ppl come later than me oni drop 20!! @#$% !! is soccer a crime?! T_T nvm im used to doing stupid squarts…den practice practice again lahx…haiya too many things to write..summary, nth much nth much.. oni after band..when we are going home see tt angmoh again..-.- he walk so fast siahx…bla bla bla bla… den we go eat den say all those racist jokes… bla bla bla… den when I go home kena scolding-.- kk today Kelvin nv come again.. yay! Can talk to junhong liaox!!

..-.- feeling so sleepy and tired.. leg pain hand pain cux of ytd napfa practice-.- oWW!! ZzZ...

saturday..again

oh no another saturday... originally wanna go henderson 1..but haiya...so tired...=.= 7am wan me to reach cck-.- buay ta han... haha.. oni wanna say real sory to kenny & zm..=.= waste their time talking to me.. sorry! and saturday.. another super hot day.. wanna sleep cannot sleep...cux there are still so many things that needs to be done... ahhh cannot ar...
erm...talk bout ytd...saw our percussion tutor..! he looks more like william hung man! haha he looks so stupid..but he is really damn pro! "ren bu ke mao xiang, hai sui bu ke dou liang". during band prac oso veri fun...haha all those stupid jokes came out of me & zm again =.= blehxx... then after we keep instrument liaox hafta wait veri long b4 we actually go home...den tt prahba so nice~ he keep saying those bad things about me & keep threatening me... haiya den after we fall out i go grab him then .... haha he is really so nice lehx! let me "fa xie".. thx prahba! haha hmm after tt waited for all those ppl then go home...aiya on the way...same things happen.. talk talk.. den suddenly the "ba" thingy came out..originally i "ba teng".. but sounds so weird...den some1 ( u noe who lah.. haha) go change name with me! ooO now im "ba zhang"! waD a manly name~ *.* haha im proud to be a "ba zhang"!! after that got lots of things lahx.. too much to say..nxt time den i slowly describe k?
and oh ya... mi needa use finish hi-card's money as soon as possible! plz msg mi...93539245--> for chatting purposes oni... dun talk to me bout homework.. haha treat me as a priest and confess all ur sins for the past week... behh... talkin rubbish again...needa go bath and do other things already... cya

school..

fwahh.. this yr o lvl year and im stil with this kind of stupid attitude.. love to talk.. lazy to work.. bo chap teacher..=.= wah kaox..cant take it liaox... wanna change but no motivation..=.= duno y everyday so tired.. cant concentrate and so many homework not handed in... wads worse....now kelvin come back liaox...if haf any problem oso no one to ask T_T somemore...he keep on telling me his "jokes".... his jokes are so LAME!!! all those dirty things he oso can say out..in a perverted way..-.- cant take it liao ahx... i prefer talking with junhong in class.. rather than listening to kelvin's stupid lame jokes -.- he is so powerful tt he can make me lose interest in staying awake... !@#$ him ah!!!
2nd thing... syf competition is comin... 3 practice / week siah..! everytime reach home..eat dinner... 8:30 like tt liaox...like not enuf time to do all my hw and study for tests like tt...=.= the band sounds very bad... and i cant do anything to help it..my parts are so SIAN...-.- den everytime the ppl in front of me got so many error..-.- comon lahx.. u all go home practice lehx dun waste my time and effort in band lahx. even i practice at home lehx..******...dun make the band get silver/ COP/ bronze horx.. =.=

bahh..no time le..needa go entertainment awhile...

ITC 2 entry

Bahh.. the teacher so stupid siah! I’m now writing this entry in ITC 2!! Haha.. hmm lets talk bout ytd… It was quite late after band liaox…haiya band everytime same things 1 lahx…practice practice practice.. im not complaining about mi practicing! Its jus tt horx…no matter how hard I practice, the band still dun sound gd…I already did my best…jus feel abit tired lahx…I practice so hard liaox! I even go practice zm’s part…haha but im still quite weak at it… T_T blame me.. bass drum damn sianx! Ok now I am enjoying the ITC air con..hehe..hmm after band we walk to cck..kaox something bad happened to bel…I dun wish to say out..not a good thing aniwayx…blehx..when we reach lot 1…kenny kahmun they all eat eat walk walk walk shop shop look look..=.= this “xtra training” cannot take it ah…back damn pain…T_T mayb too old liaox.. haix..lolx I write so long liao teacher stil haven come catch! Hmm think nth much more liaox.. went home 8:40pm siahx…kena mama scolding…blehx…gotta finish my work.

saturday

arhh..another boring day..with the comp broken down..gotta use bro comp to do these things.. not much games! =.= haiyax..haf to "ren ming" bahx... no choice..hafta wait till 3rd bro come back frm army den can buy comp and mayb Hp..now really damn sian...wanna go out oso no $$, =.= tv show oso no nice...really...super super sian!!! hp bo $$ oso...=.=... aHHH!!

i suddenly found out dat i got a wrong number!! :'( feel like crying lehx... and i didn noe tt the person who replied me ytd is a guY!! **** **** **** ****!!! when can i get into contact with that girl who melted my heart at first sight... will i be able to see her again? ...

i cant help shedding a drop of tear when i knew tt i cant contact her.. T_T

music xchange

wah haha...today is friday! but haf to go the music xchange...haiya..at first i feel horx "xchange for wad.. waste time oni..go until 7pm lehx!!" but after we go there horx... fun worx! got to see more ppl..i tried to tok to other ppl lahx..den saw the henderson timpani player..so pro siah..1 hill got 1 hill tall..suddenly feel that our sch shudn't get gold this year siahx.. haha then they got 1 sec 1 boy..so small siah! reminded me of myself last time...i keep shaking his hands.. then i go hug him siah..lolx he so scared until he run away worx! =.= i dunno wad to say siah...haha den the canbera(duno correct or notx..) totally diff style siahx.. the snare drum player hair...all stand up one haha...is like /\/\/\ <----this the hairstyle...nv get caught siah...then they got 1 girl..so cute!!! i originally wanna get her no. de... but no guts..=.= den my junior say he got the no. liaox..=.= haha i tell him to sen me the no. and...hahahahaha... not much progress yet..at least she reply! haha
okok...it is quite a fun day lax...get to noe more ppl...and can see other school's skills lahx... hmm not bad bahx..and had lots of fun in the returning trip too! haha think next time if got music xchange i oso go liaox! haha

week summary..

this week really quite sian...nth much to write..hmm oni get some scolding frm the chinese cher... haiya stupid one lah that 1...many ppl oso dun like her lehx... crap sia she.. played soccer last week.. sian lahx.. made 3-4 ppl suffer abit of pain..haiya.. feel so bad.."y mus i go all out to defend dem? this is onli a game.." sian..my soccer skill really need brushing up liaox...secretly train at home first...haha..and wanna say a big SORRY to those whom i hurt during that game.. *-SORRY-* haiyax... really bad siah...now comp is really dying liaox... finally got my bro to share the price with me but he scared of my father scold..=.= comon lahx...we using our own $$ lehx.. scared wad...papa wun notice anyway..-.-o'lvl so wad...not as if i wun study..no comp= no life.. hmm take 1 step at a time lahx.. oh..talking about today liaox...nv bring geog file lehx.. so scared that ms yeo will angry & shout at us...it was like..so many ppl nv prepare the geog file! i was thinking..."oh this time siao liaox...siao liaox.." but lucky she postpone the file check to monday..if not she surely affect the "tai qi" 1.. haha...and toilet break. =.= those ppl keep trying to pull me- *going to be disgusting* when i am going to p** then wan my u**** to drop on floor...damn stupid rite? den trisno..wanna do some funny actions to me..-.- i scared sth bad will happen...then i go inside a cubicle lahx...den those ppl who got nth better to do horx..go block the door dun let me come out lehx=.= stupid rite...i wanna climb to another side then they all use stick wanna push me...stupid siah...so many ppl pressing against a door..3-6 against me =,= comon lahx.. i not hercules lehx...im jus weak...den when they lax abit horx, i push the door open abit, then they all use strength to stop me.. *piak* the door giap my hand =.= damn pain leh!! haiya...nvm lahx..quite fun... haha
hmm think not much more liao lahx...oni tt stupid stress thingy, lame 1.. that councellor duno how to councel ppl 1.. should haf called me to go on that show wad..haha nth liaox gotta go do other thinGs~

Condo!!

wah.. today damn fun.. went to zw's condo~! the view from his balcony is damn nice lehx!! lolx.. den paul go plae the xbox's scary game... haha some parts really scare the hell outta me and make my heartbeat increase twicefold.. haha >.< and then after very long den go swimming pool swim/plae water! Super shiok!! altho i forgot 3/4 of my swimming techniques.. but still very fun!! lolx the p.e shorts that we wear into the pool veri loose siah...when we try to jump out of the water horx, every1 can feel their pants almost coming off... haha then everyone tried to pull each others' shorts down... luckily no one's short was pulled off -.- haha hmm after that we go boro 1 ball plae... haha fun siahx~! altho i keep hitting it inaccurately, but it is still fun!! lolx after sometime we went on to change/bath liaox... haha oso lots of interesting things happen in the toilet.. and the steam room thingy!! i will remember it for... erm.. veri long de!! damn fun.. sian if onli i can stay with dem longer... stupid parents... my results poor then dun let me stay out too late.. where got this kind 1!! wah liew.. i realli wanna plae with them longer siahx... the action and laughter nv stops! sian lahx... haf to go home and eat dinner with parents -.- kaox... i oso wanna go with dem go duno hu's hse lehx.. sure will be fun 1!!


:'( i promise i will wanna go to zw's hse again!!