Tuesday, January 17, 2006

stupid entry

ya i duno.. but im jus too sian.. so.. lets blogg
haix.. nv expected lecture will b so boringg...kk so todae... had lecture.. break den lecture.. sianx.. the h2 maths is realli soOoO damN diff.. lol i mean its not diff.. jus tt i dun realli understand wad he means.. haix..so nvm after tt went to canteen to plae dai di! lolx.. was on mega kill den HJ guailan..=.= lolx.. so after tt go hm lohh... the ex4b ppl are going to see kangwei off.. i mean aiya duno wad lah.. so no one cycle wif mi.. so i stay home lOHh.. btw.. sunday cycled to mEl hse in hillview? lOlx tot it was an achievement! had much fun wif Angsiang!! lolx went to the pool plae abit water den slacKk.. well mel's mum so nice duno how she get 2 packs of super delicious chicken rice to fill AS & my stomach =p thx Lotx..
& ytd, oni managed to go jelapang..=.= lolx cux nowhere to go oso.. & mhao suggested to go some1's hse..=.= lolx so cycle around.. rot around... for duno 1hr +? lolx.. to grant mhao's wish =p i mean.. i wanna go oso lah.. but mhao shld b so much happier than mi =p den.. went into THE hse.. tok tok crap crap until 6 something? lolx den went hm le.. quite fun bahh? lolx.. simply LUV cycling =p..

btw.. i realli love the anime titled Full metal Alchemist.. lOlx.. its so damn meaningful & nice.. u guys shld watch too! either by D/l or every sat.. 4pm =p

"In order to gain something, u must present something of equivalent value to obtain it.. this is the law of alchemy and in fact the law of the whole world" -quoted frm the anime! loLx so nice =p kk tts all for now.. cya

Saturday, January 14, 2006

wOo..rest...

haix.. nv thought tt 3mth oso so tiring 1.. lol.. im released quite early everydae.. but hor.. time seem to pass slower.. haix.. well i didn realli make many new frenx unlike the rest =p but i dun actually care.. im seriously so much closer to ex kranjianx eg. brian? alvin? soonhwee? & many more whom i seldom tok to last time.. well i think im quite ok wif it.. i make QUALITY FRENS not QUANTITY frenx.. tts wad i sae to comfort myself.. lolx nvm.. tutorial starting soon.. hope can get to noe ppl in my class.. tts my new week resolution!!
well the last few daes were disaster.. i skipped some lecture.. when they seem so important.. oMg.. im lacking bhind ppl but im still so gl.. =.= during H2 maths.. im simply LOST lolx.. hate to admit.. but im realli like an idiot sitting there.. haix.. think need tution for sec sch amaths 1st lah...
well fridae the 13th we saw some duckie sneaking into our college to spread bird flu =.= OMG its YONGCHANG!! he is as lame as ever.. hahx.. well i didn realli bother to care abt him cux im in a hurry to the pj band thingy.. originally was wondering if i wan odac or band.. but wq sae she wan go band de percussion! so i tot wahh got companion.. not bad hor.. on the other hand... heard tt odac's trial will b 4.8km or 2.4km run?? not sure.. jus a rumour.. im so afraid tt i might not b able to complete the distance.. lose liao den super paisehh lehh.. so.. i made the wrong choice.. i went to the band thingy
haix.. a bunch of unfamiliar faces.. oni saw some seniors eg lee chiu amos.. haix... nth much lah.. ppl were like showcasing their strokings... =.= big deal.. loLx & got 1 guy like to act wif his stupid lame stunts.. which is nth great lo... the J1s confirm all no pro 1.. lOlx zm come sure clear team!! i think i haven reach tt standard yet... but they realli not pro loh.. not pro still like to act..=.= well they said tt band ends at 8pm.. den i was like "wTF?!" 650 liddat den i quickly run away liao.. its quite sian there.. so i decided not to join band!! =p
kk loved full metal alchemist altho its 2nd time im watching.. omg its real nice & addictive loh.. hahx.. i go watch now le cyax!!

Monday, January 09, 2006

yayaya... here comes the post lahx...

yayaya... here comes the post lahx... was actually waiting for more ppl to go my taggy calling mi to update b4 i write abt my orientation.. loLx.. but suan le.! since im so free 2 dae.. hahx...
err 1st dae was rather sad for mi.. i oni got to noe 1 guy's name.. btw!! some **** **** tok to mi.. but im acting as if im so dao.. but actualli im not lah.. jus dun feel like toking in this weird place=.= & during the whole first dae.. im jus sOoo damn quiet.. so unlike of mi..=.= & found out that this sch got alot matthew loLx! well anywaes.. the 1st dae was short, & we (mhao as brian mi etc etc) went to lot 1 & haf our dinner together... hahx

2nd dae--> there were loAds of talks & my butt seems as if they were abt to gif way=.-den had mass games.. which was quite fun.. lol throwing paper balls to attk other clans lolx... den my clan OGLs showcased the clan cheers.. hahx got to noe my clan tRivoR!! more lolx. Well after that we haf mass dance!! was so fun! lolx.. i prefer mass dance.. cux can hold ur partner's hand for quite longg.. =p

3rd dae-->got some ice breakers(which nv worked for mi).. lol was jus sucky lah.. didn realli get to noe many new frens lo.. btw we got to see F4 in our OG loLx!! they wun read mi blog, so nvm! can BACKSTAB THOSE ***** lolx!! dere were 4 members in our grp who were SO attract attention & over enthu until i see liao sian 1/2..=.- its not normal enthu.. but dey added some things in.. eg.act cute...>.<>,< !! =.= plzz lo.. the 1 who act cute.. WAS sO fking ugly & fat..=.= he didn reach tt level of cuteness yet.. in fact.. see liao hor, lose appetit 1..& he IS a gUY!=.= wTF! another 1.. oso fat fat de.. face like shit liddat & the hair..=.= center parting... wan act style act shuai...wahh plzz la... the other 2...oni AA.. didn haf so much bad things abt them.. lolx...total of 4 fkers.. so F4=.= altho is lame but... i jus wanna call them fk4!! 4th dae--> not v sure got wad program.. think is cca selection or wad.. well.. there is no soccer.. no track & field.. lolx.. altho both i not pro in.. but im quite interested! lolx.. den i saw amos.. oMG so damN hanDsoME!! lolx he told mi to join band.. lolx but.. sian lah.. join for 4 yrs le.. somemore i suck like hell.. go there b carefare oni... loLx.. & i was thinking if i shld join chinese orchestra.. but its another cca like band.. oni diff version.. moreover i haf to learn frm scratch..which is rather hard to grasp in short 2 yrs or 3 mths=.= ya btw learnt fun dance! which was nice.. but.. u cant do much wif ur partner.. lOLX! so i dun quite like =p btw there was this water bomb fite.. which was SOooOo fun! but didn noe which dae its on lOlx... well anyway got bombed on my rite eye & my lens drop on the field =.= GG for mi lOlx

ya last dae which was ytd.. some superman wan mi to enthu abit.. k lo.. enthu lo.. became catcher while playing OG game.. lOlx.. sian 1.. was playing the police & theif.. ppl caught needa go jail.. but when they are caught hor.. they slowly walk to the "jail" 1..=.= den i duno if they are caught or not..=.= nvm lo.. plae lo.. nth much.. den got height & weight measuring.. lolxomG!! grow oni 1-2 cm.. but became 8kgs FATTER WTF?! OMFG!! LOLX! Kk.. den after tt horxx.. got alot of free time.. got some ppl's no. hahx.. sian lah.. not many hp leh.. make mi feel so sad =( but nvm.. will haf more chance nxt time! lolx.. den there was this camp fire.. when the sky purposely guailan.. keep on raining so bo bian camp"fire" in hall loh.. well was quite fun cux alvin.. tt fker.. lOlx cheer until so loud & so funny.. & when he dance was soOO damN farnie lohx.. duno how to describe.. jus so.. FUNNY! lOlx luff till peng ahh lolx.. kk so was quite high ahh ytd nite.. lolx but the teacher haf to chase us all home cux oready 920pm le.. hahx bobian took so foto.. which i think cant see my face(some ppl squeeze squeeze den cant see my face i think).. den go eat mac for supper den go hm le lo loLx

hahx conclusion.. this orientation was qUIte fun..esp clan time! loLx altho i oni got to noe a few (less than 10 bahh_) new frenx.. but actually got much closer to ex kranjians.. alvin! loLx & tt super man too got much closer to them le.. & some more kranjians lah.. haha I will strive to do kranji pRoud! as said by some super man lolx
cyaxxxxx

Friday, December 30, 2005

wEirD mi...

lolx.. i realli feel like going to the New Yr countdown lehh.. but i jus rejected them b4 i asked my parents if i can go.. lolx its sOoo weiRd lehh.. i wan to go but i dun wan to go..=.= cux i wan to watch the Se Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan.. lolx.. but I REALLI WAN GO COunTdoWN!!.. wahh im real weird leh.. these few days wan to go out but dun wan use $$$...=.= go BanD oso wan ride bikE..
hahx.. so these few das.. im slacking.. sianing.. cycling rotting.. lol.. hope i can come up wif a niCe sOlution to deal wif things later? hahx.. bb

Monday, December 26, 2005

wTh! oMFg..

oMG.. i.. i.. oMg!! so freakking tired... was so bored during the afternoon ok.. Wtf..so jio ppl go cycling.. tts THE START OF THE DISASTERR!! lol cux dark clouds were gathering around my blk, i quickly call jq & As to go out.. if it rains, i can forget abt going cycling le.. lol so stRANGELY, Jq waS earlier than mi! lol..!! kk so we cycled around cck area den moved to yew tee there.. omg.. cux i didn noe where to go, we went in circles.. doing weird things, going weird places.. which waS nO fun..
so think As or Jq wanted to go Bukit pAnjang when we were in yewtee loL... den we saw a strange road, which makes mi feel tt going BP wif tt road is fasterr.. muaahaha.. so we cycled using tt strange road.. at first, i was a little uncertain.. but think every1 of us blieve tt we can reach BP using tt road.. omg.. the road was rather narrow at times, & stops at duno where.. so we dun care, jus chiongg thru some weird place den finally, i saw TEN MILE JUNCTION!! which made mi let out a sigh of relieve.. wWooo.. kk so i suggested tt we shld go the LRT route.. omG.. tt was the wORST SUGGESTION IVE EVER MADE..=.- according to jq & my memory, there shLd b lots of downhill road.. but.. we didn encounter many.. jus pathetically 1 or 2.. & most of them were uphill road.. omG.. was SOooo tired trying to go uphill.. wtf... kk nvm im still rather energetic... can chiong abit more.. den on the return trip, some ppl jus dun wan to let mi pass.. purposely walk so slow.. den i called jQ who was bhind mi to ring his bEll..( my bike dun haf a bell!!) loLx.. some pretend like they didn hear the bell and i haf to stop to push the bike thru them..=.=.
kk so after MUch hard woRk, we finally arrived at the phoenix station there.. which is rather close to home liao.. den, i made another weird suggestion.. i suggested to go take a look at PJ..=.= omG.. used up all of my energy going uphil & den downhill... loL tt surely took out all of Jq & As 's energy.. lOlx.. so after tt, we returned to each of our homes.. while i am on the way back, my legs and my body really buayy tahan le.. so i got off the bike & bot kickapoo & milo chocolate... ahhh nice refreshing kickapoo.. but leg really going jelly.. so waited a while b4 going bac home..
ahh reached hm like a dead pigg.. lie on bed for a while b4 going to comp.. waHhhh siann.. nvm tml will surely b a better dae i suppose... hahx.. see yaX

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

ahh

ahh sian.. lol played maple for duno how many days le.. was like stuck to the comp whole dae.. loLX.. kk so nth lah.. ytd went beach.. quite fun>?? played soccer on beach made mi pant like madd.. lOlx... den kept on eating sand & super salty sea water..=.= & was very tired.. cox didn sleep well the nite b4.. lOl sry ah.. kk den liddat liddat like this like this lo.. nth much to sae la.. lol oni tt zm kick the ball the roll in a weird direction den hit a lady.. lol lucky not v hard.. SRY ZM!! i noe u did it for mi.. but i didn realli haf the courage to go there! SORRYY!!lolx

nxt, went to marina eat steamboat lo.. cooked alot of meat & we couldn settle them.. -.- lol wasted lots of food cux alot dropped onto the table=p.. some accidentally.. some.. purposely! hahx.. loveD the "hum" ah? but ytd 1 like not v cooked.. so didn eat alot.. and was SOo fuLL.. kk sry ah.. this entry bout ytd is v short.. cux most of the time i was jus sleeping and slacking.. sorry!!

Monday, December 05, 2005

d-day

wOoo.. ytd i had D-Day wif my family... i told them about wad i think.. like how i jus wan to go out & haf a breather & abt how i feel etc etc.. l0lx guess wad..? those iDIOTs who dun haf brains to think & ears to listen just cant get any of my thoughts into those tiny little pathetic brain cells.. dey dun gif a damn abt all i said.. even when im speaking to them in a pleading manner.. wtF.. my parents NEVER think back on wad they haf done & ALWAYS think tt they are rite.. SOME iDIOT want mi to go to library todae to borrow books to erm.. spend my time reading them instead of having fun..?? L0lX!!! DREAM ON!
they are realli crazy , idiotic, too much... well to add on to tt, some bootlicker cum bao toh gia come into the picture.. he claims tt he will "mediate" the matter.. well he did mediate the matter!! wadever statement he made was jus proving tt my parents were rite..!! he didn gif any statement which was on my side, on my point of view..!! TTS CALL MEDIATE RITE?!
dulaned, i scolded him BIG MOUTH & didn bother to listen to wad my parents are saying, well aat least i noe none of the statements they made were made frm my point of view... b4 dey end they CRAP i jus went to brush my teeth & sleep... loLX i kiCk the door open & got another round of scolding.. L0LX...
nabay cheeb... i think i realli cant go out tt often & infact, mayb cant even go out..=.= its the 1st time ive ever seen sme1 not allowed to go out DURING HOLIDAYS & AFTER O LEVELs!! CAO CHEEBYe!!!

going NUTX

plz forgive my rudeness in language later on...*
KANINABAYMOTHERASSHOLEKAOBEICAOCHEEBYEFUCKENDICKASS!!!!!!!!!!!
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...funny.. my parents are puting mi on "operation cold store"... i am going to haf enuf of this soon.. see ah.. (not in order)
1stly--> my father dun let mi go 2 the "ba" chalet.. reason

=.= lame reason..i was SooOo looking forward to going to this chalet.. omG im even dreaming tt i went to the chalet wif the "ba"
2ndly--> eugene's bdae thingy...i was called to return home BEFORE 10pm...LAME SHIT.. & the tone to call mi home was like veri angry..nabay cb..!! after O lvl liao leh!! kanina bay.. moreover its not even 10pm..!! ARE U NUTX..?? CALL MI HOME FOR WAD?!
3rdly--> i told my mother tt im going out tml.. going to look for ppl in chalet but am not staying.. will return home no matter wad... kNs.. guess the response..? "NO"... nabay cheeB... iTs AFTER O'S OK?! & IM NOT ASKING FOR XTRA MONEY OR WAD!! somemore its not tt im going out everydae... even if its everydae..wads the problem wif u?! idiot!! its after o lVL!!

this is crazy lo.. im now beginning to think abt all the bad things my parents did.. ppl's parents buy handphone & even pay for the monthly bill for them..my parents dont... FINE... wad pissses mi off is tt i actually haf to ask for permission if i can buy a hp wif my own savings..=.= (of cux even if they sae no im going to buy anyways...)
ppl's parents gif their child xtra money when dey go out.. my parents dont... FINE.. wads worse is tt they dun eVEN let mE go ouT!!!
ppl can plae comp until midnite & until nxt dae oso nvm.. mi..?? my father didn even allow mi to plae games!!! nvm... i can plae when he's not around...
now im freaking pissed off when my parents dun even wan to let mi go out...F*** LAH... wad the F*** are u 2 idiots thinking!! they even suggested tt i shld go to a library to borrow some books to READ...WTF?! ARE U OUT OF UR MIND??? ITS AFTER O'LVLS...

wtf.. im realli sick & tired of them.. & now i got nth to do.. matt told mi to plae flyff..=.= & he added "many ppl are playing leh.. play oso lah".. kanina... i hate this kind of statement.. & i dun like ppl hu got this mentality of "wow PPL PLAE... I MUS PLAE!!" kana sai.... u might sae tt i play dotA.. oso bcx of "ppl plae.. i plae".. NO LO... i want to plae long ago liaox.. jus tt my comp dun allow mi to plae.. KANINA.. NOW I UPGRADED MY COMP... TTS Y I PLAE!! UNDERSTAND?!
sian sian damn pissed off... i think im going out tml NO matter where i go.. go downstairs plae swing oso nVm...fk! best is tt i can go esCapE...haixx...

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

post grad nite

erm lets start frm grad nite..

kk so 1stly i went to jq's hse to mess his hair..lol supposely "style" but.. hard ah.. mi skill haven reach home..l0l
den i went to jw hse & prepare to move out.. aiya nth much bah.. jus slacking bah...so met up wif quite a no. of ppl & tok tok lox.. haiya den go out le..btw at bus station.. saw abel.. omg!!! he made his hair!! much better den b4 but ok la.. too many colour liao..yuCkx...den on the bus quite sian... jus sian sian sian!!
den reach there haiya.. sian too.. oni take a few foto & sian sian sian..=.= so we walked in the hotel like "cheyy.." ok lahx.. not bad bah.. jus not as nice as i expected bah.. so the thingy started & we started eating.. hoho the 1st dish is gd! den those ppl in the table infront of us duno how to use chopsticks..=.= dey stare at the food den the food stare at them.. lol see liao den wan luff =)
kk so the thingy was quite ok.. food is quite nice & the programs rather interesting.. hahx.. feel tt the thingy end too fast lo.. & after tt ppl were like photo paradise!! the flash was like *chi chik chi chik chi chik chi chik* flash light everywhere.. make until my eyes hurt.. den was like searching for ppl to take foto wif.. but SOMEONE was missing! sO fast!! so early!! OMG! feel so sian!.. missed out the last chance!! haiya suan liao lo..
so after tt we were chased out & sw's father so nice gave mi jq & zw a ride home.. =P hahx..i was rather tired so i fell asleep quickly

after tt nite.. i wanted to dYE haiR!!

lol asked my mum but she didn allow.. she had a knife in her hands.. so didn try to carry on asking.. ok.. so i decided to dye the less obvious colour..omg god noes y..!=.= i think i put too much dye on le.. so became v obvious.. omG!! so no choice.. went to band & sian sian sian..=.= nth to do... cant tok much..just...SIAN! den after tt went to had my lunch by 5pm! den went to rk hm buy his blk spray...l0l..ok.. i reached hm.. quiet quiet.. dun dare stand under light.. didn stay awake for too long.. went to bed sUper early!! jus in case sme1 discovers my hair colour..

omG.. 1 day passed...

kk i waited for my father to go out b4 i actually dare to leave my room.. hahx.. so was like so happy no one discovered my hair..den i went to bath & washed away the blk spray.. holy shit... sOo obvious! lol dun care cux oni my mum at hm.. den i play play play until sian sian... Xh called & i went out to pick up the phone.. (bro is back now..) omg my bro said "eh y ur hair red red 1 so ugly" kNS!!!!!!!! FK!! CB!!! GUAI LAN SIA!! PURPOSELY SAE INFRONT OF MY MOTHER!! FK LAH!! BAO TOH PPL DAMN FUN MEH!!! WAS sOOOOOOOOO angry but i cant do anything.. it wasnt the 1st time liao.. KNN damn guailan.. SUPER FK UP!!! shitt lah.. mum looked carefully & saw my hair.. omg kena scolding.. & she said wanna tell father bout it.. CRAP! JUS BECUX OF TT SUPER GL GIA...=.= SIAN DUNO wad my father will do.. haix..........

Sunday, November 27, 2005

omG chalet...

omG chalet! erm.. was playing dotA wif comp b4 having lunch & zw told mi tt meeting time is 1pm & i left hm by 1pm.. lol cux mum onli started to cook by 1230.. so i quickly bathe & chionged to cck hahax.. reach dere, saw gene & peeps nia.. haiyo... tot meeting wif iskandar they all too.. so erm met zm on the way too.. omG hiS haiR is WONDERFUL!! knN!!! lol kk so we proceeded to the chalet...
haiyo after standing for so many stations, we still haf to walk around to find food.. hahx... after lunch, we went to the chalet.. its freakin hot weather & my legs were wobbly.. aiya.. nvm reached there in 1 piece.. so we went into the banyan tree and immediately snatched a room.. haix.. after some card games, lewis and frenx came & tink is junhong knocking the door like wanna kill some1 liddat.. haiyo den gene sae dun open the door.. kao both sides are my gd frenx & i feel tt its polite to jus tell them str8 tt this room is taken or watsoever.. bo bian lo.. i stayed inside the room feeling so guilty.. but suan liao... so later played a few rounds of soccer but oni managed to score 1 or 2 goals..-.- haix... after tt went on the eat some $2 nasi lemak!! lolx.. returned to watch lost.. cux season finale.. omg it was a bluff!! they didn conclude anything! it started to get boring so i went to plae football...( didn plae a match.. jus kick around nia..) OMg after tt, we went oN LONG MARCH! we walked to changi village and on the way got sme kp gia keep on complaining.. haix.. the trip was quite fun.. but was spoilt by SOME FREAKING ASS WHO TINK IS FUNNY, WHO SCREAMED IN THE CAR TO SCARE US... knN.. father mother didn teach.. hahx.. so lewis they all ride bicycle pass & saw us.. i didn take tt by heart but jus sae hello? kk so after tt took taxi home.. leg gonna gif wae soon...

DAY 2
ok so cant slp properly cux of tt freaking cold weather which made mi shiver when im sleeping on the floor & i had no blankets! ok so i went out in the morning to plae soccer wif illiyas.. hoho played for smetime & gene and etc woke up & we went to rent bikes... omg i cld not handle a bike alone so nice bc & zwen went to loan a 2 sitter bike for mi.. hahax thx for not scolding mi for being a burden... kk so starting, the trip was fun cux the 2 sitter was going on well.. we rode to changi village to buy some nice sugar cane drink & nasi lemak.. lolx so the 1st accident happened.. bc raised his hand to tell us to stop & ppl behind him mus folo.. so gene raised his hand and jq, who was sitting on the front part of the double sitter raised his hand too...=.= he forgot tt he had to balance 2 ppl's weight..-.- so we almost fell & jq was screaming while i quickly put my legs down to maintain balance.. hahx.. jq was afraid of any other accident derefore changed to zwen to ride in front.. kk so we were on the way again.. this time, a serious accident happened... when we are going down a slope, zwen tried to slam the brakes but the brakes wun listen to him.. so he lost control & we used our knees to stop the bike...=.=( cant jump off the bike cux got 7 packets of nasi lemak!) hahx.. i escaped by having a small cut on my right knee & some small scratch on my palm..while zwen, super suay.. got cut on both legs and scratched his hands.. haiyo.. later gene took over zwen & he so very careful.. he rode v slowly.. hahx.. & i noe why he was so cautious.. 2 accidents in a row..=.=
k so when we reached threre we ate the nice freaking nasi lemak & when ppl saw zwen's injuries, every1 blamed mi for it.. haix.. i noe lah.. its my fault.. sry!! so, i decided to master the bike.. hah i went on special training & fell for 2 times.. T_T my butt landed on a puddle of mud &
my feet was soaked in mud too-.- so i think i managed to go straight safely & able to do some slight turns.. so i jioed ppl to go bicycle ride wif mi.. ride ride ride... everytime i see ppl going past mi, i will sudden brake.. cux im afraid tt i might langa dem..-.- lol so went back to chalet feeling victorious.. I MASTERED 50% OF THE ART OF CYCLING!!
kk barbeque.. i had nth much to do & i wanted to eat badly, so i helped to cook some things.. while cooking, i was wif paul dey all & had quite a fun time.. hahx.. den saw zwen & cw.. i was so afraid tt dey didn haf anything to eat so i passed them food everytime i see them.. den i gave bc 5 satays.. and cw wanted 1 frm mi.. i gave him too.. den abel wanted 1.. I TOLD HIM TO F**K OFF L0L!!! cux i already gave to dem liao & he keep coming to take frm mi.. well if is gene or jq take frm mi.. i will gif..l0l abel? NO WAY!! so i think i neglected gene & gang.. & i decided tt i will go find dem after i am done wif my things on the barbeque pit?? so, paul cooked duno how many otahs & they were stacking like a mountain..-.- omg i gave out lots of hotdogs & settled the huge mountain of otahs wif paul.. haha! later went to find gene dey all & tink tt dey had sme trouble b4 i came hahx.. i kept silent & jus tried to help cw wif his cooking..
omg i fell in love wif cycling & went rounds wif jq until my butt pain.. the pain is as if sme1 punched my butt for 7or 8 times sia..=.=kk so this nite, luckily, fell asleep happily

day3(last dae)
we went cycling in the morning to return the bike.. omg zwen fell again.. dis time not my fault ok! he was careless... hahx.. so some perverted maniac went into the girls toilet to look for toilet paper.. den was caught by the caretaker.. l0l omg police came even.. l0l the perverted maniac was oni 16! hahx.. tt maniac hor.. holds a A55 siemen hp.. erm loves newcastle team.. hahx.. k la thx to the nice police who helped us & got us out of the trouble.. lucky!! kk so after sme time, we went home... btw b4 the nite b4, syarhein was angry & found an army to scream & yell vulgar into the chalet.. lol a scary encounter but this trip was real fun & eventful.. hahx will remb it wel!! cyax

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

another dae

ok.. todae is the last dae of my o lvls.. haix.. the exam mood is long ago gone.. since friday im already playing like madd liaox.. so todae's exams, DUN CARE! lolx.. so ppl are going to watch harry potter.. haix.. i wanna watch too! but haf to spare a thought for my poor skinny wallet le.. the chalet cost a small bomb... im jus afraid tt i might spend loads of $$ during the chalet.. haix.. financial crisis... den the grad nite.. ppl budget so high 1.. mi? pathetic... i wun name the amt.. haix.. buy shit!!!
to save money, i skipped the movie.. & went to meet them on my oWn! omg.. it is the most boring MRT ride in my whole life.. no one to tok to... nth to luff at.. jus so sIAN!! hahx.. lucky able to find some nice folks to chat wif mi thru sms.. hahax.. tHX!!
kk i reach there like 9 pm!! so i was like OMG buy wad shit..! so late liao!! haix.. den went around see see look look.. haix.. all the price exceed my budget sia.. MY BUDGET IS SIMPLY TOO LOWW.... haix... dere are so many things to buy.. so little money to spend..-.- haix.. so i wasted much time and almost got trapped in the shopping centre.. lolx.. hahax.. so todae was a bad dae.. wasted time... hope tml i can get smth wif my pathetic budget!!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

season finale...+4yrs of experience

hahax.. ytd is considered as sec4s official last dae of sch.. haiz.. the sch is not good..but it is oso not so bad bahx.. at least i still managed to spend 4yrs there..haix...
erpx.. so ytd i stole my mum's camera & brought it to sch.. i didn realli wanna do it.. but i've been asking her for it for 2 days &amp;amp; pleaded her like dog & even gave her all the guarantees... but she jus wun hear reason.. haix.. nobody noes tt i cldnt sleep on wednesdae morning cux i was thinking abt "if i bring the camera, who am i gonna take it wif.." this went on for many hrs.. and i was thinking if i can take fotos with some PPL who i realli wish to take wif.. hahax.. but thursdae morning, my mother didn allow mi to bring it.. so no choice.. the whole nite of thinking went to waste...T_T its ok.. ill bid my time.. thursdae nite.. i asked again.. she still wun hear reason... no choice haix.. hafta steal..=.=
ok, so i brought the camera to sch...but suddenly, i find it realli hard for mi to open up my mouth and ask if i can take foto wif ppl..cux.. im A guy!!....-.- ppl shld find it girlish for ppl to offer a foto taking.. haix.. no choice i hafta do it!! ok so i took quite a no. of fotos...including those which doesnt include mi in it =.= l0l i helped someone to fufil his dream!! hahax..but..who will help mi fufil mine...i didn take foto with...erm...8 ppl whom i realli wish to take it wif.. haix. suan liao.. hard to open up my mouth..=.=
so its quite a wonderful dae..cux i lost 2 rounds of chess...=.= and played soccer during PE lesson for the last time.. hahax.. i will miss every1.. lolx really!! even those cb kias who is reallli damn gl... hahahah well its realli hard to leave ur frens w/o any feelings lolx.. think tts all abt ytd bah.. erm below is abt sec1 sec2 sec3 sec4 life... but duno if any1 will read.. haix.. if wan, scroll down loLx...


kk sec1 first dae of sch... went to sch wif dickson and mum.. haix.. quite a bad xp cux hafta squeeze 307 wif regent peeps.. reached there & i went to class to put my bag.. cux dickson oso put his bag in class.. haix..we're diff class and tt made mi so sad.. i feel so left out sia.. haix.. den when sch starts, we are asked to sit according to our register no. den the stupid ice breaker games began..-.- i hated it.. cux i dun haf any frenx and it is realli veri hard for mi to do these kind of things-.- hahx.. so after the orientations, i went to sit at the very last row..cux i still dun haf many frenx.. normal lesson started.. & i made frens wif the person beside mi..hahx..so i started by toking bout CS.. a game tt nearly every1 plays.. we got along quite well and he gave mi his hse no... hahx.. i tot tt was great!! my 1st new fren! tt person is minghao...lolx.. den my second fren was a guy infront of mi..he always bend backwards to stretch & grabs my specs.. den, he wld sae "oops sry" & put back my specs..tts ziwei.. haha..den i duno how leon came abt.. bout he became my first few frenx too & i remb we went to plae CS together & our bonds were stronger.. den.. soMEonE talked abt MANLING & i started discriminating her!! l0Lx.. tt soMEonE.. is still my classmate now.. guess who is tt someone urself.. den i got into series of troubles wif the teacher.. i was moved to the front during the second half of the yr sit beside xiangrong ppl said tt i polluted xiangrong's mind cux he oso discriminates Manling alittle.. haha=.=i barely scraped thru the EOY exams..-.- haha tt concludes my sec1 life..

SEC2.. a new beginnning.. i wanted to sit beside mhao.. but ms yong felt tt we are too noisy together.. den i was transferred to the first row wif a nice & cute guy called xinhao.. lol he is quite a frenly guy & we were quite happy infront.. & i remb.. 1 dae.. wif folkdance lesson..some smelly thingy was lingering around my nose.. omg.. xinhao ah.. aiyo.. i wun sae wad he did.. but most of u mus haf heard wad he did in sec2.. l0lx.. folkdance..i remembered.. how eager i wanted to partner wif a girl but.. no matter wad, im still stucked wif shihao=.= den i got to noe shengjie.. hahx... quite a nice guy.. but was a little to ego liaox..den did quite alot of things together..den sian.. i did poorly during the streaming & i was made to go 3A.. i waS so upset!! i had to b seperated frm my frens.. haix.. sec2camp was soOo very fun and i still remb how every boy in 2C had a sleepless nite bcux of mi & mhao.. loLx

3a..a class which had very few ex 2C ppl.. i duno if im lucky or eugene is unlucky... we ended up together & sat together for 1st half of the yr.. i feel tt im jus wasting my time-.- den mr ashley tan changed the seating arrangement.. i haf to sit wif jason.. at first im not v happy, but at least he is someone whom i've spoke to before.. hahx.. didn expect jason to be so nice.. he is verry frenly & always make me luff till stomach cramp 1... lol i duno abt him, but i realli enjoyed the time when i sat bside him.. altho he spreaded my "secret" like wild fire, i dun realli blame him.. haix.. wasted much time trying to get closer to ....... but haix.. failed in the end.. i managed to scrap thru EOY exams again.. lol.. but im still not v close to ppl in my class.. haix..

4a.. thx to ERIC KHOR i had to sit beside K LEONG.. oMG he is 1 of the Lamest and MEanest person ive ever met.. altho most of the time he is slping.. but when he wake up, he will sae the lamest stuff in the world-.- sitting bside him is strenous chore=.= den, for some reason, he got involved in something & didn come for a long period of time.. junhong came to sit bside mi & i had another nice partner frm den on..lolX had much fun together & syahrein tok to mi more too.. well the nice times didn last for v long.. jq wanted to sit in front.. & no choice junhong hafta go.. becux jhong go, syahrein moved away too..-.- left mi sitting infront like a lonely ass...-.- jq came.. & we got along quite well.. unfortunately, jiehao went to sit bside abel.. unfortunately for abel & jq.. lolx.. dey got disturbed by jiehao esp abel lOlx.. duno if i shld b happy but sometimes.. abel realli deserves it.. -.-

okok.. den we finished our prelims together.. & i tyco tyco like shit liddat got 6th position in class-.- i dun realli deserve it bcux i noe its unfair cux i dun haf a maths...i tot i cld get3rd or wad.. but.. luck is not wif mi cux of my average percentage is quite low.. haix.. so nvm.. im slacking now & studying the minimal.. i like my class. at least it provided me wif some precious memories even im not close to nearly every1 in the class -.- well ill try my best to noe every1 b4 we dun haf a chance to meet each other again..

bYe sOon.. kranji...

Monday, October 24, 2005

daMn it... ass...

knn... knn.. i still cant do it.. i tot i got some tiny little hope in getting 1st 3 haix.. altho its crazy but getting back my results, i tot i can at least be 3rd.. haix.. im too naive.. DAMN!!! and i was imagining of the scene when i get some certificate..ahhhh... but now.. KNN KNN KNN... and dey dun haf the most improved prize.. haix.. perhaps i wun be the one.. haiya.. jus 1 word.. "SIAN"!!
suan liao.. kk so 2dae did nth much.. lol so gd.. roland not in class todae.. can plae chess!! wOOhoo.. and humanities lesson, mr ashley tan oso didn bother bout those playin those games 1... haix.. duno if i shld feel happy.. haix.. macham free period.. bo bian.. so plae lo!! haix.. i wld like to apologize.. i tried my best to keep my mouth shut liaox.. but sometimes it realli pains my heart when i see some ppl going to suicide.. haix.. do u noe how hurt i feel?? but i swear i will realli try my best to keep my mouth shut when ppl are playin chess ok?? haix.. den after tt played 2 rounds of chess wif eric.. lost 1st round and won the second round.. damn damn damn.. i was too careless... but i mus still work hard to win next time... PPL who underestimates my chess ability loses. like BC and Eric in the second round HAHAHAHAHA..=.= but im sure... i will lose to many ppl if dey do their best...
haiya now nth much to do.. and 1 thing i wld like to tell jq.. i noe im realli a jackass for telling u the physics marks u got jus now.. im realli sorry.. im jus a little curious and im realli not a conceited jackass who is unhappy about others improving.. haix.. btw todae didn see "fate" lolx.. im sure i will look at the nametag nxt time i see her.. hahahahaha cyaxx tts all.. i think...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

broken eggx...

muahaha..lazy to blog lately.. cux im simply wasting my time away... just a query.. haf u all started revision?? lolx..i think most of u haf.. well for mi, im still wasting time...
haha so ytd.. i went to shop for some daily neccessities wif my parents and bro at NTUC.. haha den we took a basket and placed in on top of a small little trolley that i haf.. ( not the NTUC bigbig 1...) hahx.. so the trolley is small... den this time the radio were playin the jay's "piao yi"... den i tot of smth fun..my parents starting putting many things into the basket which was sTill on top of the trolley.. hahx.. den i was "drifting" wif my trolley.. wooOo.. so fun..
nth happened.. and i got tired of the game.. so i followed my bro around and seee if there is any tasty snacks... as we walked, he turned right.. and i turned right wif the trolley too... OmG.. Just a normal turn... the basket fell from the trolley.. OMGGG 2 packets of eggs were in there!!! CRAPP!! haha so, expectable, the egg white and egg yolk came flowing out.. i cant do anything.. no choice, i took out some tissue paper to wipe lo... den some kids pop out behind mi and look at wad happend... -.- ok, i dropped 2 packets of eggs and all of them broke.. why? not happy ah.. so kaypo for wad... those kiDs HOr.. waH lau eh.. i already so embarrassed liao dey still see see see den say "hhoorr.. eggs broke liao.. hoorrr" knn.. i broke the egg.. so? so kaypo and so kao bei at this age...****!!
lol when they gone some NTUC staff came and helped mi wif the cleaning.. haix.. hafta pay liao.. actually i wanna run away 1.. but so many ppl see liao cant anyhow anyhow run rite...my parents came.. and gave mi the F look..ok im wrong... scold mi its ok.. haix.. i was keeping quiet and den my father was like blaming everyone.. my brother, my mother and mi.. =.= crazy rite.. i was the 1 who broke the egg.. why mus u so knn huh? den i sae " eh..is i broke 1... its not their fault ok..." hahx.. i didn expect mi to sae tt too.. but it simply isnt fair to bLame everyone.. haix.. no choice lo.. hafta pay for the eggs i broke..
so think tts it.. quite a while since i realli train my MH character liao.. quite sian..-.- slow xp.. haix cyaaxxxx

Thursday, October 06, 2005

hello

hello...haiyo.. nth much to write lately.. but jus feel like adding 1 more entry... ok, ill jus write bout 2day bah..
ok, started the dae by waking up, =.= <----sry lame--- den went to take a bathe. erp.. spent quite sometime on bathing and i was abt to be late for meeting mhan!! hahx.. didn haf enuf time to check if i got everything i need to bring.. so no choice went out hurrily...
Lol on the LRT got 1 ccrazy guy was singing cindi's "da da da" sOooo loudly tt i can hear his voice even i was on the other side of the LRT... the singing was crazy.. at first, i tot he was blasting off the music on his earphone and didn take note of the actual volume he was singing at... =.= after i got down the lRt, i saw tt guy! he didn haf any earphone!! and he was still singing!! =.= mayb he is a real hardcore fan of cindi or there is oni 1 other reason for this... (--siao!!--)
haha so i met mhan & we went to sch.. on the journey, i didn see "something".... "something" which i see everydae & felt a little weird when i didn see todae.. tink i could haf went out too late...hahx.. hope i can see "something" tml.. =P
eng lesson.. ms lai was as funny as usual.. but she said something whih pissed mi off to a VERY laRGE Extend.. ****!! nvm i still respect her nonetheless...=.= den compo, she said tt gay hao , abel and jq were too slow in writing.. and humiliated them in front of the class... damn it... den it was my turn.. OBVIOUSLY I wrOTe Quite abit of words.. & sHE saiD i waS sLOww...=.= plz lo.. there are so many ppl who wrote so much lesser den mi..!! and they didn get scolded ?! =.=its ok.. im a nice guy.. i will forget this... =X
hahx..den nth much le lah.. jus tt im quite unfocussed and dun feel like working hard for studies again.. im getting proud... NNoO!!! thiS wiLL noT do!!! damNN!! i wanted to change but the lazy bug seem to got onto mi again.. sian.. i skipped eng nite revision.. hahah!! wonderful eh!! duno why i wanna skip too.. but jus... noT goING!! hahax.. think tts all le... cyaxx

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

post prelims

ok..it seems like many things are confirmed... no more changes will be made... gene's geog got 64.5++ duno wad...but, he still got a b4.. tt made mi feel VeRy wORrieD.... cux my maths and eng oso haf decimal 1... and im so afraid that bcux of no rounding up, i would get 2 more pts for L1R5 liaox.. kNn 2 pts big Diff leH!! omG.. suan liao lets jus wait and see how things will turn out...
in actual fact, i think my blog has got some probb liaox.. duno y..erp.. will do smth bout it.. ok.. so these few days many ppl emotionally upset... and i duno how to go and comfort them...to make it seem tt im NOT a hypocrite...-.- no choice lo.. hafta act as if dun care bout them.. stayin the way it is now is much much better than falling down from fren fren to hate.. erm.. duno if u all understand anot..
den some "classmate A" got some emotional problem again...-.- lOlx..the sadness which he finally managed to bear wif was hurting him once more.. haha is tt rite?? im nOt veri sure oso..well tts wad i tot..haha jUst hope that dat "classmate A" will come tok to me plzz?? plZZ treat me aS a freN!! LoLx..
den when i went home..i quickly installed the maple story.. knn!! cant plae again!! it says "unable to connect to the server as u are either not online or the server is doing a server check."..-.- knN!! whY!! everyone else can plae!! and i can still surf the web any how any how!! whY!! it is not "either i not online or server is doing a server check!!" sianN i'll see wad i can do tml or wad...
haiyo..after prelim den dun feel like studying liaox.. i want to study! but duno where to start...and simply dun haf the will to cont studying.. aiyo.. suan liao lah suan liao lah.. let nature take its course...but 1 thing tt is for sure, if i dun study for O lvl, im nv ever gotta get near my present L1R5 again... cux this prelim, i depended on PURE TYCOness.. woot...wanna noe y i said tt?? cux i oso duno wad i doing b4 the exams myself...and i didn really study as hard as i did in the mid yrs... hahx..ok ok study study start now!! ahHahahahaha
this is just the beginning.. and not the end..

Monday, September 26, 2005

miracles

wooOohooo.. i got bac my results for prelims!! hahx..
woot miracles really do happen!! it happens twice for mi!! thaNk goD!! lolx... when i got back my results, i was hoping tt it wun be as bad as i imagined it to be.. i loOked at my geog.. hahX!! b3!! so unexpected!! u may think..."chey b3 onli.. happy for wad..." well, its an acheivement for mi!! i havent pass geog since mid yr.. and nv b4 a B!! haha.. im not going to crap and sae tt ,"i deserve b3 and i want higher marks.!!" the true story is tt i studied quite a little bit more than the past.. jus 1 or 2 days more than last time...i realli didn expect myself to get B as i realli didn quite understand the questions.. the MCQ, i was abt to sleep...most of the questions were pure guessing work..-.-i was focusing my onli hope on comb humanity.. well i dun wan it anymore.. a real miracle happened for mi.. really.. just miracle.
F&N... another miracle..well i didn quite study for it..i was lazy and played comp until 7pm the nite b4 the paper.. hahx.. the oni secret is tt the prelim paper is somewhat similar to the 2 past yr papers..hahax.. luckily tt day i forgot to bring home my f&n workbook.. so, i jus briefly wrote down the answers for the past year papers.. and most of the qns.. i was jus guessing and crapping my way thru..=P another fine example of miracle!!
physics, i got a b4..-.- some people was like "waHH.. chaoyi ah?!" =.= knn u all chem all so pro... my chem oni jus pass lehx.. i need to get much better for physics to get a decent mark for science... haix... i realli need 1 more miracle in my chem.. haix..
well.. in return for miracles, i got a freakin b3 or b4 for my e maths -.- a fooking c6 for my eng... =.= aiyo..i hoped tt my teachers will gif my 1 or 2 sympathy marks to help mi jump 1 more grade.. haixx
well tts all i wanna sae liao...to sum up... every1, u mus believe tt miracles happens!!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

ahHhh

Ok.. im going nutx..-.-
1st) pLz stop "alice"ing mi -.- its getting kinda overboard le..-.- overdoing will have adverse effects 1...
ahh..!! lately got the freakin prelims.. im studyiNg ok? -.- and sometimes i didn noe wad to study.. jus like ytd and todae... todae had eng exam..and i didn noe wad to do ytd..waste time lo...and while im wasting time.. im feeling veRy guilty..
tml there is maths and hist...i studied hist..and wanted to revise my mathematics.. but, when i came to a problem, there is no answer key..-.- i flipped the tys, it didn help mi either.. and i am sure tt there will be loads of mistakes tt i will make tml if i dun study now..
kk so todae, got some problems happen within the grp tt is sOOoo wEird!! imagine an old fren.. sort of like ur closest fren.. or wad.. was angry abt his grp(includes mi) trying to share a joke wif him..-.- aiya i noe it will b sort of lame.. but no need angry bout tt rite?? now den tell mi bout it.. haix.. when u are in bad mood.. u oso dun haf to take it out on us rite?? wE arE oLd freNX!! we are for u to share ur problems wif!! and not for u to "fa xie" one!! haix.. luckily i managed to settle the problem before it grows bigger like "someone".. hahx.. *relieved*
next..frenx.. i want to help u.. but 1st tell mi the problem rite>?? dun come to mi and tell mi tt u haf a problem.. and when i tried to ask wad problem u haf, dun tell mi tt "u wun understand one" and leave liddat-.- i will and i want to help!! even if i cant, i can b a gd listener!! hahx..
im going nutx.. really.. do u enjoy walking alone to sch early in the morning & telling ur fren to go wif someone else?? or do u luff even when u are alone when u tot of something weird?? damn.. now im even fond of toking to myself sometimes... i think dis is the preliminary stage of mental sickness...heLP mE!!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

hahx

lonely..im lonely... well ytd waz mh celebration... oHh had quite some fun.. well the plan to pull a prank on weiming worked out great..! hahx.. the 1 who designed the prank waz punished by his own prank..=p hu call him to be so over enthu and come out wif this kind of weird stuff & wanted to b a "hero"... hahx.. mhao kena too..! the back ground planners (mi and jw) were luffing our ass off...heehee...
tt waz the first part... i gave mhao a jelly...and he saw some red particles in the jelly.. he asked derek and he told mhao tt it waz prolly cherry...hahA! mhao bit off a chunk and found out tt it waz spicy! spicy jelly!! loLx he didn noe tt the jelly he ate contained chilli, sesame oil and pepper.. loLx..all jw's job... haha and there waz another jelly made by weiming which looked so much like raw meat...#.# lolX mhao's mum ate a small piece & told every1 tt it tastes great. sO, every1 took a piece and ate them..in actual fact, the jelly tastes like shit...mhao's mum pulled a prank on every1..luckily i didn eat hahax...
played wif a little water and ate quite a bit of thingy.. got few presents too! haha thX lots... and ended up going home quite late lah..originally wanted to ask mum if i could stay there for the nite but mum would most prolly sae no..so 4get it lo
todae woke up 9pm.. waz so tired and cant find the strength to wake up.. so continue to sleep lo.. woke up in the afternoon to eat "brunch"?? not sure how to spell..ahh...quite a boring bdae i had this yr...last yr waz not much better..=.- so i waz basically having another slacking dae..but tried to do some studying...but fell asleep not long after...-.- sUx sia.. then at nite, my parents celebrated my bdae for mi..haix.. feel so lonely blowing out the candles and eating some of them.. real sucky dae.....

Thursday, September 01, 2005

holidae

oh hi im back again...-.- its a holidae todae! i wonder how many ppl use this dae to study... for mi, im simply wasting time..^.^ gonna be a long entry...erm lets tok bout ytd..
kk so im not meeting mhan cux he's bz wif "smt".. hahx so i woke up earlier to bath and in the end i still leave home by 6:30...no diff frm b4..
so i walk a lonely road, the onli 1 i ever noe... duno where it... aiya crapping liaox haha so reach sch see jw they all den tok tok crap crap... den the dae began.
first got tt freakin ACes day ah..crap sia those sec 3 kaobei kaobu act like v big liddat...u wanna enthu dun include us la.. plz lah...den i anyhow anyhow shake shake plae plae oso sweat alot.. wah lau..i just bath 1 leh! den mr siah tell us go infront to do the exercise...wah lau den those sec3 behind kaobei kaobu again..." eh sec4s... do leh..." =.=bo liao lehx..
k lah after tt got the concert..quite sian lah.. those skits' ending all damn predictable 1.. haiya.. but 1D's performance waz great!! yup..erm..so after the lame performances, there was this hip hop thingy... just some ppl shake shake.. ok lah quite pro lahx..den during the performance, i was crappin wif jw and was predicting something...but it didn happen... erp... then got the videos..got 1 is 4A gif ms yeo 1.. wah LaU! see tt then a bit bu shuang liao... tt stupid grp...tmd... pangseh...
den after the thing we cant go home=.= hafta stay in sch awhile wait for the party to end.. 4A got no partY!! so i go carefare go 4D party steal things to eat...todae then i noe..cb...hy took foto of ClaSs 4a!! DUn HAF mE AGAIN..!!! F***!!! Assholes...nvm its my fault cux i didn stay outside teacher room...
kk so when we can go home...forgot who ask mi if i wanna go to his p sch liao..duno lah jus go loh.. sounds like fun wad... den some xtra oso go... go lo go lo..i dun gif a damn
kk so we went to cckps first...aNd soMe PPL was sOOOO protective of his sch duno for wad reason..=.= tt person shld noe our personalities wad.. mus haf abit fun wad...den tt ASs waz like shouting " dUN plaY lah! liKe mOnkEy LiddAt"..and he wAz likE sOOo angry..wad an ass.... den after tt we tried to act like we are frm cckps, tt Ass, was aCting liKE a "HEAD PREFECT" again... he said..."shut up lah" when i repeated wad he said about which teacher to meet...fiNE! ill keep quiet...den when we saw the teachers and we are trying to act as if tt teacher teach us b4, den tt ASS ruined everything and spoil the fun..made the trip so sian for us.. k lo, we went to south view primary find paul..end up playing soccer.. sian leh lose to those noobs jus bcox tt teacher chase us away... sian lo..so the group went home lahx...
den tt xtra was talking shit.. -.- and tt xtra was trying to follow the 2 ppl like a dog..nvm i'll go home.. i have a mind of my own and i dun haf to folo others like a dog! chey..!