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ok.. so todae got the chinese o'lvl.. was realli very nervous anD afraid..well no choice haf to go in nonetheless.. hmm the paper 1 was ok... but ppl said tt some parts are confusing aNd may lead them out of pt.. so i waS afraid tt i would waLk blindly into the examiner's trap. haix, dun care waDs done is done lohx, no pt pondering abt it now lahx... well, for the first 1st time i had too much time, i kept on checking my paper for mistakes anD when im done, i stared at the paper & tot..."can this piece of paper trade an A1 back for me??" well, i dun think so..
okok den we handed in the paper 1 & nxt the real problem...paper2!! hMm..the first part was quite depressing.. i'm not sure of most of the qn..well, i purely depended on my instinct & wrote down wadeva tt came into my mind...the second qn of it was really troublesome.. i tot for a veRy LONG time manx... from the first section up till the last section.. i finally found the answer! hax.. duno if i shld b happi.. cux the later parts of the paper was not ez too.. the killeR...COMPRE!! its sO hard...(for me) deres so little info and the ans require so many things... well, i crapped my way thru... i Dun wANt a rEtest!! anD i tot "i studied 4yrs just for this paper.. i must not gif up!" haix.. hope tt helped.. lolx
hack care le lahx.. dere is realli no pt worrying bout it now.. just wish that we can get a gD results.. >.<

aRmargaeden...

wEll...i think it is final... i got some crappy shit results...i dun even dare to tell my mum about any1 of my subjects... lolx... i finally passed my geog anD f&n.. but in return, i failed my comb humanities & science...(i have nv passed comb hum, so nvm).. wah Liewx.. so ytd, i stayed back to complete my chinese compo.. i finished it! but reached home by 7:45pm...-.- haix, im realli so slow in writing.. every1 said tt they got too much time for their exams but i duno y, i am always rushing for time lohx.. wah the.. tts sO UnfAir! i duno wad to do lorhx.. mayb i should train my writing speed... if possible.... haix and todae was horrible... after the chi supplymentary lesson, i went to do the f&n coursework.. wah laux! i finished the thing liaox then i was So BoreD lorhx.. waH the... have to wait for 1 hr inside the room doing nth...-.- haix den after sch went to chi again...-.- did the paper 2, waH lieW!!! i dun haf enuf time again!! anD worse, i didn noe how to do most of the qn.. die liao lahx... i gonna die in the chi o'lvls... GOD bleSS ME!!

aNd now, my mum's doing some warm up exercise..-.- preparing to go for a jog.. waH the..-.- and todae she is like so hyperactive... doing those childish things like "giMmE 5!!!" .........=.= well i think tts rather gd.. becux after fridae, her moOd wun be tt gD already...(MEeT the PAreNts SeSSIoN!!!) haix, so im going to treasure this last few daes wif catherine... and i want to tell anyoNe reading mi blog b4 i die....---> I lOve U...

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todae is a terrible dae..
To begin with, the geog mCq was horrible.. some of the qns in the mcq came out from the Geog TYS... i did those qn b4!! but i didn haf the chance to check the answer becux i dun haf the answer key... so, out of the 40 qns in the MCq, im onli confident abt gettin less than 10 of the qns rite.. haix...some of the qns made mi think until my brain wanna xplode aRhx!!... haix.. bad bad..
second half of the bad dae.. was a LOnG talk by mdm yOng siew ling..-.-not many ppl are listening lohx.. and its so boring...but i acknowledge her hardwork tho...haix.. den after the long nightmare...we got back our paper.. WTH!!!!!! thE secoNd shOck in my life came to mi... i got 11 for the chi compo!!.. at first i tot it was the functional... 11/20.. ok lahx.. not gd enuf.. haix.. but den i saw eugene'S paper.. OMG!!!! he got 25!! i got 11 for my compo!! 11/50!!! wTH!! kaox.. den after tt i found out tt i wrote ouT OF PoiNT.!!! wAD thE... wah liew..after adding up all my marks.. i think i oni just pass.. kaOx!!..
den after sch..went long john waste $$ again.. haix den later go AS hse den jw hse.. lolx jw isH so farnie... btw, found out tt the "+ 'bB' +" ppl nv come plae soccer.. sian liaox lohx.. haix.. den got hme to rot again.. wah laux.. i studied foR chi lehx.. still get this kind of crappie results bcux of the freaking compo... %%^&!#@ no moOd to recieve other papers already.. cux even chi i can get just pass.. i cant imagine other subjects...

StupiD mye...

omg..todae is day 3 of this stupid MYE..-.- first, i was so worried about my Social studies.. cux it just sux big time.. and i duno y... i prefer history.. studying history is more interesting compared to wad Why Singapore go for industrial restructuring in the 1970s... Is merger the best solution to solve the problems in post war singapore.. bla bla bla all these shit..its so lame and unmeaningful lohx... todae's exam.. i go study all the crap topic study until wanna die like tt.. den in the end all nv come out.. so pissed off...hmph..
so, i wrote veri little for the structured essay qn... and nxt is the e-maths paper1... oMg.. i knOW how to answer most of the qnS 1 lohx.. wTF.. i didn haf enuf time... i had 2 whole questions blanK!!! 10++ marks liaox liddat.. + all those in front i skipped 1...kaoX.. its so unfair...and i duno y i always cant finish my maths paper on time de.. its realli sO !@#$%*() de lohx.. kAo... then tml got the geOg aNd Physics paper... die liao lohx.. geog is so diff and i needa study physics... now i duno wad to Do.. bahx.. sian lahx sian lahx sian lahx... btw, plz taggie b4 u leave=.= thx cya....

MyE day 2

omg it's english paper today.. wad the... kaox its really hard lohx.. i simply crapped thru the paper... its so hard!!.. haix.. den todae didn do anything much lahx.. after sch go buy sweet talk den go home le... wtF big RaiN man... think i caught a flu le...bleahx.. sian ahx!! wad the hell~ haiya... sian ahx... going rot again...=.=

Woot...mye started..

omg todae i got my chinese mid year exam...-.- the functional part i was simply dilly dallying away..-.- den i had onli about 43 minutes left for my compo part.. omg i had so little time and i simply rushed thru it and didn haf enuf time to really write the compo...sianx... harx.. den after tt i met zm km and bel den get rk to go eat lunch ahx.. den on the way met mh and matt... so go eat lohx.. omg hafta wait for a while outside pizza hut so we can get student offer... haix.. erm.. so the meal was delicious & den we eat eat then go home le lohx.. hahax... nth much lahx.. bleah.. so i wasted my time with this catherine duno doing wad...-.- damN! i needa go prepare for eng le.. hMm cya...~

OmG... im sOo attracted to u... *.*
more...and MorE...daMn!!

friday

omg todae had the mid year practical exam.. its sOoo hard!! and worse... i had to go buy a Nametag b4 i can actually take the test..! my god.. worse thing, i dun haf enuf money..-.- haf to boro frm soonhwee.. bLEHX! wad a bad dae... the pRacTicaL exaM is SO hard...!!! >.<> jus now maths lesson...haix... im so sad tt im actually kena chased to the back of the class by MR roland tan...-.- omg he actually chased me & syarhein back!... haix.. prolly we talked too much.. nvm... (*dun u ppl dare post sarcastic comments on this)
hmmx... nth much le... realli thinking abt u...
*wish u were here.....*

MY goD!

omg i tot it is going to be a nice day today as i had so much to tell junhong about tt ru hua thingy.. to my SURPRISE..HE IS BACK!!! omGod!! he , the one to disrupt my happy times wif jh, who like to sae lame things, who is so disturbing and big tt will block me.. HE IS BACK!!! omg... sian cant tok crap to junhong le... so todae wasn't realli a nice dae.. cux of him!.. haix... mdm yong is not in sch todae.. im so happi!! and we can go home earli!! yEa~!haha kinda bored at home cux mum's in m'sia by now.. haha i miss her... but now i haf Catherine here with mi..! haha u all must be wondering who is Catherine... SHe is my new COMP!! haha she is SooO beautiful..lolx.. hmm think i gotta stay wif her for the next hourx... haha

p.s. im not pervert.. jk jk jk blehxxx

wah liew

1st thing--> eh qt... can dun everytime soot mi notx..=.=
2nd thing--> im not sayin i dun LIKE the band..=.= im just saying that my task is finally done...im so glad that im dun hafta go band le! =.=
3rd thing--> i feel embarrassed not bcox im in the band..=.= i jus feel embarrassed cux im not useful anymore..=.=

okok about todae...morning, when i wake up horx...i was so damn shocked! it was alreadi 6:14am!! i needa meet ba + pets for breakfast by 6:15am! & the dae b4 i even made a bet saying tt if im late, they gonna pinch my nipp*** for 1minute! i quickly dAshed out of home & reach there by 6:25... luckily kenny arrived later than mi...haha
den we eat eat, go band... haixget prepared for tt performance(last)...gotta carry all the shit down...sian...ahh after tt i keep playing "chai quan" with prahba...lolx the forfeits are always so lame... all like shaking left rite for duno how long 1.. lolx but its fun.!! when we are all done wif moving, we gotta wait for our turn, so.. we keep playing lohx... i tried the drumset...and my juniors keep fighting for it... haix...nvm...i saw how they play... they are ready to be independent... im so glad~.~ den i go out of the store room... haha listened to sir's stories.. kaox its so nice to listen to him worx...really like him siahx.. all the stories are so interesting man.. after tt we go perform le lohx... ahhh bla bla bla.. den eat.. bla bla... den after everything we go back music room again..lolx halfway..my ivy's leg drop again... blehx.. den ms zarina tot emergency u noe! haha she called for 2 percussionists u nOE?! i 1 can settle le wad... old problem.. den reach the music room...haha..its so fun! we keep taking photos... haha den i played "chai quan" wif prahba again.. lolx i lost and the forfeit was to hug my sir! haha lucky he is a guy.. so nvm lolx... it is SO fun in there!! so many interesting things happenED!!! the "ba" will noe.. haha! and den we collected our certificate of hard work...T_T so sad siah... we are realli leaving le...i cant leave my cute juniorS..tony...prahba...michael...kheh hong...aishah...iswaniza...etc etc... they are so cute!.. and the sec1's i haven SEE THEIR FACE!! i wanna NOE THAT CHIO SEC 1 girl!!! haix...haha the grand finale... that kenny was so late...so he haf to face the punishment... 1minute of squeeziNG!!!! so fun!!!!!! haix...
haiya.. i will sae it once horx...
-*--~BAND ROX~--*-

another update oni..

erm.. today im going to rot at home... cux cant go out...sianx.. the ba + pets are surely enjoying themselves..haix... nvm i've sinned... i deserved to be punished... eRmm.. i think i got nth more to do wif ksb le.. hehe!! im finally free! i dun haf to teach them already! i dun need to teach my juniorx...and the coming performances doesnt involve mi.. i can leave now, since i am not needed anymore... finally i can go home earlier and dun haf to stay embarrassed staying in the band w/o any use.. bleh... gotta go plae cya!

nice dae....

fwahaha todae ish the dae....every band member had high morale and was SuPer confident about getting a gold.. blah blah blah...every1 is serious...perfect mood for a competition dae... hmm we got the attitude.. we gave sir wad he wantx.. after everything, we were so complacent... almost every1 was think about how to celebrate after we get the GOLD title... but, some nervousness would be present no matter wad..."band no.100, kranji Symphonic band... bronze!".................................................... ................................................................... every1 was shocked, stunned, freaked out..=.= we didn xpect this at all lehx.. tot worse will be silver.. haix.. i think all the girls in the band cried horribly, i didn noe wad to sae too...except for frowning with them...haiya.. we suay, we not up to standard...wateva lahx... we cant change anything now.. jus hope ppl who see this...in sch beta not talk abt it.. if not talk privately to us bahx... haix haix haix

omg

wah liew..todae haf to walk home wif benedict.. haha hot like hell siah...nvm..for the sake of saving money.. hmm nowadays having financial crisis..but..nVm! i will go thru it! and tml is the baNd SYF! wooHoo! duno wad will we become..blehx,dun care, haha i think many ppl are nervous and veRy worried.. haiyo, wads dere to worry about? the oni worry tt that dey shld haf is how not to worry for syf! =.= wad crap is tt... nvm hmm do our best lohx, hahaha

Long time no see

hmm...rather busy nowadays.. ahh syf again... haha..=.= hmm wad do i haf to sae nehx.. ahh..ytd band practice, kaox.. really verY veRy problematic...
1st-> there is 1 part, heart got carried away then nv look at sir=.= missed den kena scold=.=
2nd-> i tried to bring up my stick in a "nice" way, hope to try showmanship..=.=freaking suay!! hit the wind chime make so much noise...=.=
3rd-> 1st time i kena called to plae louder=.=
4th-> my hands were sweaty..when i bring up my mallet..=.=the mallet actually fly away............=.=
5th-> kaox, the piano dropped and break sia..=.= THX ALOT TO ***** and *****=.= stupid sia...i not around then they try to carry the piano wif jus 2 person..stupid.
6th->my left hand..is messed up..=.= ytd i hit tt left middle finger again=.= lucky the pain did not stay long...my left wrist hurts too...=.= duno y..

kaox..wad a bad dae..its ok...there will always be rainbow after a storm! but i wonder when the rainbow will come..=.= haix.. btw who noes how to change the text colour of chatter box ahx?? now i cant see a thing there..=.= plz plz plz help me.. and help mi write testimonials in frenster too!! how i wish i haf 100 testimonials soooN!!! haiya..tts about all... cya

good friday

wahh..good fridae is not good =.= im too lazy to get out... ytd i was calling ppl out... and todae im practically doing nothing at home...-.- papa was out... good! can plae..-.- hmm think nth more to write... (sry guyx.. mi pangseh u all...or u all pang seh mi??) =.= dun care go plae games and listen to song lex...

oH hell...

todae is a bad day ahx.. alot of hw nv do siahx... the holidae past too quicly...kaox so much of my homework all nv do..>.< den todae i go sch 4got to bring pencilbox..=.= haha but luckily i got bring comb.. ^o^
series of unfortunate events..-> 1st kena scold by f&n teacher..cux many ppl nv do the stupid research..haix hafta write 100 word reflection...i realli forgot wad...T_T and nxt is geog...ok lahx.. nv get scolded..den humans...
2nd->e-maths.. kaox roland talk veri weird siahx.. i catch no ball=.=siao liaox... o'lvl die liaox...
3rd->err den english..=.= i totally forgot abt the compre..! den kena scolding frm ms lai..T_T so sad!!
4th-> chinese lesson...tt rk's wife publicize my name say i do the compo veri lousy.. T_T i did my best liaox!! y i still write so lousily!! kaox~bad day lehx..
5th-> den the oral.. scared siah...im afraid tt i will get low marks tt will affect my chinese results..! i said 2 "then" and had some mistakes in the conversation!! im so nervous.. shit...ahh forget it ahx.. bad day sia todae... so bad for the whole of 22nd march T_T

wahH..sian

so bored at home..-.- ytd feeling so sad...haha now feel much better le...after a nice long sleep... kaox b4 i realli wake up den can hear my dad complaining bout my academic le...kaox i ytd night nth to do den go bro room watch anime wad.. watch until so fun den he come disturb.. den this morning sae wad i nv study all those crap...(even tho its true. . . .) so? his mindset is old man! watch tv = fail exam... plae computer = fail exam... sms ppl oso = fail exam..=.= freaking lao tao thinking lehx... how i hope he will change -.-bahhx sian go do hw liaox

friday...

ok this blog.. im not gonna talk bout band... the previous entries make mi sound as if im a pro-band member(actively involved in band and luv band..) tt's not my image ok? i wun forget wad KSB and SIR DID TO ME!!! i was reminded of tt todae~ tt makes mi feel so stupid..y MUS I COME??!
kaox todae go "b&" so freaking long... tt freaking freaking ass band made me stay till 4+!! i missed my mUM!!! i mus hate b&... i mus hate it...i mus nv forget wad dey did to mi...
ok i didn even touch my hw bcux of tt freaking b&=.= it took so much of my time!! im veri poor in my studies!! if i fail to get gd grades in O's, i die! the b& didn even acknowledge mi...y mus i be loyal to it?! bahx... i dun wanna talk bout band but my whole holidae is in dere... *****!
i wanna start my hw..but i duno where to start.. or wad to do... T_T save mi!! bahx.. i cant take it anymore.. i mus sae sth bout b& todae..
lolx it is another super tired dae for my miserable legx.. and my hands... gotta stanD SO LONG AND GOTTA MOVE THE INSTRUMENTS.. SO HEAVY!! & WAD I Get in return?? NOTHING! after tt when we go hall do tt stupid go in go out thingy, athira was like KPKB ppl in percussion.. wad is she? another piece of shit like me. who is she to shout shout & criticise other ppl?! huh?! as if she veri good like tt.. cant even plae a simple triangle properly.. zhikai oso..=.= ( both lousy sec 3s) i cant take it liao ahX! but i cant do anything bout it... haix.. 1 thing i wanna tell ppl.. lets sae A is talking on stage, and below, B and C not paying attention or wad... do u jus shout from where u are to tt B and C?? disturb rite? making more noise... disturb the A who is talking... no brains to think lehx. den b4 we dismiss.. mus fall in first..stephanie was like KP KB again.. siah lahx U.O can scold and drop majorx any o how ah? 1st time see siahx... and she was like so dua pai lehx... ppl wanna talk oso kena her scolding wORX!! lmao..she cant sae a simple english sentence properly..haiyo...quite pitiful llahx...but horx.. she really ToO mUCH!! bo tua bo suay.. no big no small...dun tok bout it liaox..worse still..she sae i culprit worx! haha of course i act innocent lax..lmaox ahh buay ta han.. go rest awhile le.. blehx

finally!! real holidaE!

yeA!! finally got 1 day off from the tiring band and remedial lessons~ dun feel like doing homework now lehx... mayb do later. quite bored now... gonna listen to lots of music and plae lots of games today~ im staying put at this computer until my butt breaks~ bahhx... sianx~ sianz~ sians~
but it is nice to stae home isnt it?? yea~! i gonna rest here

another BloG...

really nothing much to do now so gonna write another blog...went to sch for chem lessons today.. kaox.. im still not quite sure abt the mole thingy...-.- haiya nvm... muS study!! err.. sry.. gonna talk bout things in band again...=.= i dun wish to talk bout it everyday but im in the band for sooo long.. haiyax nth much lahx.. oni we haf to stand the whole day again!-.- leg pAiN u knOW!!! den sir(instructor) keep scolding the BLOWING instruments.. & make em play again & again & again.. felt so sad for dem... lucky i not blowing instrument siahx.. if not i sure kena scolding until die.. my parts are EZ!!! sO, in conclusion, i need alot more practice so tt i can close my eyes and play.. i think zm oso can.. cux he is god damn prO!!! the days are pretty similar cux we do the same things over and over and over again..-.- most of the times im jus standing dere and look..-.- cux no part to plae... sO boring SIah!!! wanna sit down & relax oso cant... T_T i still got some errors siahx.. mus buck up abit...haha... mus focuS...
2day quite ok lahx.. not much scolding.. hmm oni hope sir will pay more attention on percussion.. cux we are damn BoReD and LEg PaiN!!!

music xchange 2..-.-

okok... 2dae i went to meet minhan on time.. in fact earlier than him!! *clap clap* den go see tt yong s.l face...=.= as usual.. she late again.. omg! she late bcome our fault? y mus detain us siahx.. T_T den after tt recess.. den physics...oHhhh mr koh so nice...let us go early... played abit soccer/monkey after tt... lolx syarhein kena "ole" so many times siah.. even i "ole" him!! hahaha... den after tt, go band again=.=
In summary, we pack pack den board the bus den sianx... =.= 1stly im so sry tt i made so much unneccessary noise and do lame things.. im really sorrY!! but really nth to do wadx.. forgif me~ hmm den reach henderson, perform...perform.. some sch were good, some ok lahx... the henderson's bass drum no nice 1!!!( i mean the instrument...not the player...the player pro!!) the sound is so disgusting and... EeeE yea..-.- lolx 4got to mention...i indirectly made tony's hp kena confiscate..-.- ms zarina tortured mi in so many ways=.= kaox.. beta not say out wad she did to me...so pai seh~ kk back to the xchange thingy... err..it was quite same same for everything dere...some gd some bad..kk lahx...bla bla bla...er, when returning trip to sch, a junior(michael) sae wad wad wadwad bout whowhowho... haiya so bad.. but its not gd to spoil ppl's day rite? so i help him abit lahx..not very "guo fen" one..den duno y...today so many ppl are emotional..really duno y..
even IskAndaR scold ppl siahx! ->emotional case 1
some ppl @#$ alone!! -> emotional case 2
some ppl are weirdly quiet 2day ->emotional case 3
some ppl walked away so fast!!(duno y-.-) -> emotional case 4
even i feel odd talking-.-.. (realli..!even if u saw me talking so much crap so loudly)->emotional case 5
-.-i even got so angry when david say the mess in music storeroom is solely done by percussion-.- well, tts really frustrating..y dun blame trumpets?! y not others?! y percussion?! we dun even use tt place so often! @#$% lohx!! u think percussion nice to bully ah?! @#$% lahx ->emotional case 6
erMx...finally i would really like to apologise..or apologize to all those whom may be disgusted by my stupid behaviour today.. sry sry!