the EPILOGUE

wee today marks the end of MANY THINGS! i jus realize! lol.

todae i worked for the last day & am gg get the dumb pay onli at 7th jan =/ which means i dun realli haf many days to spend =/..
tt place aint realli nice to work in but, human haf feelings, especially mi. LOL ya will prolly miss tt place abit... the ppl i met there.. the things i did.. everything.. haha =.=
ok not realli in the mood to blog abt long cowcraps but yea. i will miss everything which ended todae..


hmm i guess its time i put down my pen. oops right.. i need a title for the next book...lets see.... ah! hmm w8 i still need sometime to find a new character to write about....

christmas + christmas eve.

okay~! have been out v often recently & spent alot of MONEY duno FOR WAD?!=.= i dug out my savings & its still nt enuf! =.= its only tues & im oready flat. zZ

yea so went out wif tt gay-ass grp to do some gay-ass stuffs during christmas eve.
went to dine at cafe cartel! 1st time there lol. the food tastes rather gd? lol i cant realli taste much cuz i keep sneezing. the onli remarkable stuff there is the waiting time for the food... its coOL! its abt 1hr + ! lol aiya cant blame too. its CHRISTMAS eve =/

after tt went to buy some bEEr. ( NOT MY IDEA THX) which costs like bombs. luckily the 50% off sushi brightened up my day as i bought like ALOT ALOT ALOT of sushi for $3.65. haha

oK. SO THE GAY PARTY STARTED at KW hse. we watched some prison show by the rock. haha its nice tho.. but it feels rather weird to watch it wif a bunch of guys at tt kind of time. lol almost fell asleep but. ITS REAL NICE!.

we watch watch watch until christmas came. we didn realli care abt it tho. we were more interested in how the Rock play football.
it is followed by gay-ass cookie making. its SUPER weird for guys to make cookie at tt hour... SERIOUSLY=.= lol but tried to make it anw. at the final step.. the HEATing part. Kw's oven can onli go to 100+ degree celcius b4 it "POP". too bad.. the cookie doughs haf to go sun-tanning in the oven & didn get a chance to be cooked=.=

yea nvm.. played indian poker later & realli had loads of luff.. =D the forfeits are realli GAY!. well fell asleep after losing a few rounds of chinese chess.

its quite an enjoyable day & few words could sum up how i feel: FUN. GAY. CRAZY!

anw.. finally. i wanna dedicated some thx to thyechuan who told mi LOADS of stuffs in army to better prepare mi for the future! and to i wish all the best to every1 including the.....

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Alvin Kok Wei Jie =)

christmas + christmas eve.

i sux totally

i sux totally. serious.

WORK

yeepee~ todae i guess its the 1st time ever i love my work lol. usually my job is a fly-whacker but todae, i seriously feel tt im working in the cafe.lol!=)

kk so at 1st im rather free cuz there are nth much gg on..yea so took some pics when my "boss"
werent looking.! =) lol cant imagine wad he will do if he sees it! =p


-my new found fren "ah kim Goo" who stands beside mi (beside the counter) everyday i talk to him quite frequently when there is nth to do! lol

-a very nice "Royal Truffle chocolate cake" lol ROYAL leh! hhaa a wicked cool angmoh came in to buy this thingy & i accidentally topple tt slice of cake & i keep apologizing. lol but hes nice he said nvm=) yea so tt particular slice of cake bcame my dinner =) IT TASTES SERIOUSLY GOOD!

-OKok SO after tt, i made sandwiches. it was my 1st time tho. lol but yea guess which 1 is i make 1...... =.=

erpx so after tt the event started & many ppl start coming in..den i started working like a cow=/ lol made alot of milo. & seriously, i dun even haf time to go toilet=.= or rest. i hafta serve drinks, take orders, calculate the costs of the event, break & make ice, clear the tables & duno wad more.lol

im happy tho, dunno y. i jus hate sitting there and stoning. loL perhaps this is a symtomp. a sign, tt im a workaholic=/ lol


-pls leave a tag =)

rainy tuesday

=\ went to work wif abit of burning passion in the morning. cuz i woke up at 5 todae to blog=) den after tt, went work! lol w8 w8. i literally saw, a LOCK, ON THE BAG!.
i was on the verge of luffin out even tho im alone wif a bunch of strangers in the train. but i only heard abt the wonderful tales of how ppl lock their backpack but haf nv ever seen 1. im so proud tt i actually saw a LIVE "LOCK ON THE BAG TM"

kk bac to serious stuff... tot im gg b late again cuz i left hse at 6:07. super late=\ even tho i still miracle duno wad -ly reach there b4 7! =) haha ran here & there jus to prevent myself frm being late again. lol i was late the 1st day of work, dun wanna be late again.. yea. so i reached dere & was quite lost abt wad to do.
kena alot frm the boss early in the morning cuz im seriously at a loss =.= even tho i got quite abit of complains/scoldings/reminding here & there, i realli feel tt i deserve it. haiz. too stupid lo!
yea yea after a bad start, things started getting better when she left =D lol was finally able to feel less pressure on mi cuz i realli super scared i make more mistakes.=\ phew.

- wiping tables seriously kills lotsa time =) (when u duno wad is there for u to do =\)


- after my A lvls' i nv dreamt of writing so many stuffs AGAIN! =.=

- this. is the most common thing i see at work! (staring out at the window & stone)

aiya. work is rather hard or fun at the same time! depending on how u do stuff & how u view work as =\
LOL.

rainy monday

bahh. todae was a weird day oh i mean ytd.. haha didn had time to update but now. yea.=)
okay so it started like im slping at home w8ing for time to fly past. until sometime my gd FREN ask mi if wanna meet den go town tgt. den i said ok! haha i tot everything is rather confirmed & we will oni haf to state the meeting place to ermm to meet? ok yea so jus when i got downstairs he told mi the thingy was pushed back till 6 & he is not gg anymore. =) so i was v happy.

therefore, i looked for the other grp of ppl who wanted to go out. but they are not ready..yea so nvm i w8 at the void deck. lazy to go back home.. zz wasnt in any good mood anymore & mood got worse when miscommuncations happened =\

yea anw its fine cuz we all finished wad we had to do soon enuf & i get to meet my class ppl too =) yay. lol was searching high & low in the the rain for tt "mc cafe" brian mentioned & i later realize i kept hanging out at the wrong mc cafe=.= lol.

anw quite a nice thingy i found them later on even tho all i found was 2 ppl wif 2 psp, who seems so engrossed to it. lol. nvm nvm i found them & its good =)
yea so later gz came too. this party bcame rather fun & after having KFC for dinner, we decided to watch the golden COMPASS! go watch the movie whenever u got time too!
-the fish bowl to rear fishes. by great brian.

oh. so after tt when we were gg home had lotsa fun listening to brian's wonderful jokes. lol duno wad goes on in his mind. seriously. LOL.


-the lights that goes "ummmm um um ummmm". by great ervyn

had a rather happy day even tho i still hate the rain =\ haha yea. bye bye! for todae =)

WONDERCY RELOADED.

=)2nd time blogging after a long break and ya guess i gotta start frm ytd. had a bachelor guys' outing and probably we really proved tt it aint so lame to haf 5 guys walking ard aimlessly. haha.






*the discussion.













*the process








yea so we reached *********point and had our dinner. wanted to watch some movie at 1st but =( cant find any nice thingy to watch. haha. so AGAIN, we wondered ard aimlessly. looking at many random stuff & discussing abt how we gonna try out new sports & stuff. oH yea. most of the time i had them searching for smth wif mi =.= tt smth is so hard to find & went to duno how many thousand places which came a a naught=\

proudly presenting.. DA EMO KING! =D










yea yea so after tt, went to buy some beer & drank it in some stupid playground. yea got crazy after drinking it & were like toking loads of crap. luffing luffing joking crapping =) duno how long this kinda days can last tho =( haiz. yea. lets enjoy it for now.

BACK.

ok. im back but duno hw many actually comes. but well for the sake of blogging, im blogging=)
changed the blogskin, even tho its of the same colour as the previous 1 & the tagboard is still screwed, heck care tho.. gonna try doing up the tagboard tml or wad. =\

well went to work recently & think i kinda screwed up a couple of stuff but =\ too bad then, since i suck. lol.. IF I GET SACKED, I WUN BE SURPRISED. =(

yea. its ok tho. i tried, lOL i dun mind being a slackeer & sleep at home for20hrs perday oso lol. uh sudden urge to write blog cuz im rather fRee now & guess wad. my enlistment date is 12 jan 2008 =.= weird huh? ppl 11 jan if not april, im in 1 of the weirdest date.=.= well who cares, i cant do anything abt it anw.

well guess im gonna BLOg eVERYDAY if i get to touch the comp to update abt my lame life=\ dun wry, it will get interesting once in a while so ya, plz come see see when ever u are free =)


=.= u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u

happy bdae to mi.

=) its my birthday! hmm tho its over & few comes to this blog but. yah jus feel like updating for the future "me" to see.
let mi recall... kk its jus another normal day when i wake up & there is a sun. den my mother dragged mi to go choose a cake which she will not liike( equals to a cake which i will like) ya ya den hafta carry tt cake to WALK frm bPP back home=.= lol luckily the cake still look like a cake when i reach home =)
hmm so slacked a while at home & kept looking at my hp =( nobdy asked mi out =.=... ya den duno wad time.. a magical sms came.."hey happy birthday. wanna come sch?" LOl the 1st sms who asked mi out=.= kk so i went. den got 1 guy who haf muscles as big as his face came & gave mi a birthday bash~.~superRRR pain. guess i can still feel it now.=.= uh ya so after tt went KFC to eat. lol didn mind at all cuz kfc food tastes good. oh. ya so later they ask mi to look for a present. zz like i got the cheek to choose. dunno la. ya but after tt chose a watch.. quite EX and sry + thANKs alot to thEM! realli damn touched.. cuz its my last time to celebrate my bdae in uniform.. =(

ya so after tt i went home and ate tt cake. LOl ate ALOT of it and who cares. i dun mind having a 36inch tummy in future. haha.. yea. tt ends my pathetic bdae but im glad enuf~

Thank you all those who remembered! YOU forgot!=.=

sian.

sian. guess not many ppl are reading blogs or surfing net when the GREAT exam is coming.. lOl. real weird=.= prelims are coming.. i started studying but=.= oh well still cant do much questions.. now realli motivated to chiong for glorryyyy=.- i wish. lol im still failing my phy & chem.. duno how to catch up anw.=.=

yea yea improvement in mATHS LOL. I WISH IM A GENIUS. somethings i tot shld b ez in the end i cant do. damn tired and lazy during weekends.. w8. i jus remb smth.. i failed my GP terribly.=.= kkk lets start pratising.

My weekdays are pretty normal like any other usual boring college students, the only different thing i did was not to study. I tried to study but I feel that my mouth is the source of trouble. It always wanted to open and my voicebox tends to vibrate as much as usual during the night study program. I personally think that there is not much motivation to study in school for me & certainly less motivation to study at home. Can i create a seperate dimension so that i can study without distractions? No way. Alright i should stop talking about studying here since everyone else is talking about it. Lets talk about something more relaxing, say,.. i suppose there was not much interesting happenings in college these days anyway.

oh yea=.= there was this girl i keep seeing in my neighbourhood lOl. frm 2 weeks ago till now. saw her in NTUC when i was wif my bro. at 1st was wondering y i tot i see this face b4. den the nxt sch day, saw her on the way to sch. lOl =.= the nxt weekend, saw her at NTUC again. den i told my bro abt it..=.= he freaking ask mi to go get her HP no. =.= lame shit. of cuz i didn. no pt harming a young lady.. today. while i was buying dinner near my hse.. i saw her again=.= i pretend i didn see.. cuz i can predict wad my bro will sae later on.. he saw her den sae....

"oi oi its tt girl again..! dun hum ji go get her hP no.! " =.=
den i said "no interest."
den he reply "=.= u lousy shit humji and arrogant."
i kept silent.
"she jus rite for u. cute and not v chio. same pattern as u."
i reply " siao. no interest la. somemore i will look like a weirdo to do that"
den he sae " jus sae u humji. no need excuse."

=.= zZ he is total crap.=.= kk hope u destressed abit.. time to go back studY!!

jus another day

uh. its abt like erm 90+ days to the moSt impt exam in my life currently. and im still having the JUST ANOTHER DAY attitude-.- it sux. but i realli duno lah=.=.. hope i can catch up wif my studies and stop getting any shitty results... REALLY sick and tired of U. U. and U
yea. im leading a very happy happy happy life now=.= full of laughter and joy and some studying.. altho i still luv sleeping aLOt alot.
call mi a pig.. i dun mind. as long as i get at least 12 hrs of slp / week end.! heh heh. fun FUn.
yea yea lets study hard tgt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

detention 2

how lucky. i got my 2nd detention today.. zZ tot today there will b ppl staying back wif mi today but=\ nvm la its my problem not theirs.

hmm duno y as i get nearer to exams. i get slacker. i panic. but i get so tired everyday i needa slp by 10pm if not i will die the nxt day.. haiz not a realli gd day todae cuz some problems in sch lOL. nO fun no fun!

hmm gonna slp soon.. bbyE!

-blog for the sake of blogging=.=

detention~

=.= today is a hhorrrible day. hmm 1st thing, was really close to the sch gate when the pudge stopped us. lOL b4 tt jhui was still saying tt i shld try being late so tt i can hide away frm my CT cuz i missed the college day cuz of, STOMACHACHE! =.= was in serious painn but i doubt any1 wld believe mi=.=... yup so was late & tt teachers scan my card cuz my tie was wif smbdy=D
haha kk tts the 1st bad thing todae.. during maths class, ppl on my left & on my right chose to sit far away frm mi..=.= hmph. WHY?! m i THAT noisY?! =.= haiz nvm liddat i can do better anw. but, loniness is hORRIBLEEE=.= kk after tt, chem lesson.. i forgot to bring my notes=.= hmm. think the teacher saw & dun care or didn see cuz i look too innocent..=X
phy..=.= lend xh my notes den duno wad mysterious was toking bout..=.= SAD SAD SAD BAD. lOL.. rite.. so after tt was quite ok bah..not tt bad le.. only until 6pm.=.=
stupid detention wanna keep mi in sch till 8pm=.= _|_nvm den.. my "frens" left mi, 1 by 1..=.= in the end, it doesnt even matter.. cuz im all alone! hmm did some work & time flew past quite quickly bah.. not as bad as i expected it to be.
true masters must know loniness by name. =\ =\ guess the sign is clear enuf..

=/

money money money. makes the world goes round =D

really tight on $$ cuz of so many ppl having birthdays in this weeek =.- lol not blaming u... jus blaming myself for being too nice. haha kk wish every1 happy birthday.! =D

take that, i spent 30cents for like 2 consecutive days jus to save money =x. LOl guess wad i live on for these 2 days..? BREAD BROUGHT TO SCH FRM HOME! lol haven did tt since Psch but.. not bad actually =D seeing ppl eat those nice nice de thingy, den i jus drooOOLLL den eat my lousy bread... lol haiz realy lousy in my studies.. MUST BUCK UPpPppp

kk tts abt alll for todae & tml shld b a bz day =S

ps. i hate getting U's for my results >:(

ok

OOOOOOOOO

oooooo end of CHEM PAPER! only 1 last phy paper 1 & 2 left.. LOL
hope can pass all my h2.. =) but hope. is still hope.. =.- anw 1st things 1st.. my tagboard is below~ zz think this skin got problem.. tried to change the position for a few times, the board still die oso dun wanna go up=.-
so now i am damn bored cuz i wanna plae this game.. which i played a few yrs bac.. a great game but became pay to play.. BUT NOW, IT BECOME FREE TO PLAY! zZ!! i wanna return to play this game but=.- i forgot my ID & pw..=.= cant login.. damn sad..grr now see the screen shots all those den damn tempted again.. zzz oh well... lets see wad i can do=.=

yep yep jus now after chem paper went lot1 (again=.=) wif class ppl.. was eating long john & toking to ahmad & sebas abt some crap.. den i mentioned a certain "M.."word=.= guess it was quite a sensitive word? duh den some ppl stared at mi as if i murdered 10000 ppl in 1 nite =.= hai weird ppl.
after tt went walk ard (again=.=) as if we've nv been to lot1 before had fun! haha after tt they went movie den i gO HOME LO! kkkkk

tts all for now.. byBYE

friday

FRIDAY
o.o was planning for a 2nd relax session so i went sch at 2pm.. met zy at sch... lol tok cock wif him a while den waited for gz to come yup yup so after tt i did some work & REVEALED some dark secrets to ZANG.. (duno y i tell him anw) ya so i told him somethings which noBDY noes=.-
ah ah ah ah so after after tt he wanted to study so i went bac to zy & gz they all=D

ah so duno wad we tok abt ya jus loads of crap den we went to makan.. while GZ told us tt he cannot adventure tt day! cuz he wnna study! zzZz sian.. lOL anw he made a gd pt & oh well.. during dinner we kept on kp-ing him loL... zz den i started looking for alternatives since gz cant go..=.=

ahh sms-ed my BEST grp & they super steady =) since im the most unsteady among them =D wonderful! we went to junhui hse thoN! zz sad tho i ps-ed zy jus liddat.. didn realli told him tt i will ps him oso.. ahhhhh felt quite bad but.. ahh.. its over le.. yup yup so move on to nxt part!

part II: XH HSE
well had nth much to do cuz they gg thon later & so i went to xh hse 1st.. originaly planning to go mhao hse but... duno y seems tt xh hse seems more appealing to mi so.. i went! =D after i went.. i felt bad.. cuz his family like got some quarrel or wad.. & my presence made them felt weird.. zz bad experience.. but oh well after tt he played dota & i watched den we went to JH hse tgt!!

JH HSE
lol on the way there xh told mi some "DARRK "secrets which almost every1 knew..=.=but oh well his dark secrets are not worth mine.. so the deal was off LOL..... ya so after we reach jh hse, it was fun fun fun fun fun fun luff luff luff luff cuz of tt movie star super funnnny LOL.! played MANY MANY ROUNDS of bridge then looked at other ppl's frenster.. lOL funny experience too cuz it was like a bunch of weirdos looking & commenting super loads at other ppl's frenster=.= sad life but.. tts the way=.-

yup yup duno y time passed quite quickly so we went sch at abt 6 after mac=.- ah they wanted to study after 1 nite of no slp =.= crazy.. when we reach sch.. they all.. SLEPT... wanted mi to wake them up in 1/2 hr time.. but after 30min, i tried to wake them.. none woke up.. bleh so i did my own things. it was then the MOLE & the anti mosquito smokE attacK!
lol they smell smth smelly so they woke up & b4 we notice, we were surrounded by LOADS of smoke =.- lol suay.. & the mole keep staring at us.. damn uncomfortable feel.. damn was tired & PLAYED BRIDGE AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! lol slept as soon as i reached hoME!

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arghh 2:17PM lOl dun wry.... managed to slp earlier ytd at ard 12+.. not realli into those nite owls thingy cuz i will get tired & will wake up at ard 12+pm the nxt day=.- lol hope i can change bac to my normal routine =D..
yup so ytd i tried to complete my maths revision package...hm.. i tried quite hard.. bringing out all my notes & stuff b4 i start doing..so do do do do.. flip flip flip.. some how.. I STILL CANNOT DO SOME OF THE VECTORS QN...=.= nvm.. i managed to somehow "complete" it anyway ( super many holes in btween) ahh den at nite i tried doing the integration part of the revision package.. GAH ANOTHER SUPER HARD TOPIC! i cant realli do even wif my notes & fomula list bside mi.. !!!! was reali pissed!!! INTEGRATION SUCKX!

ah so after bathing, i find tt my specs were abit too loose at the sides.. so i tried to adjust it tighter.. so i pushed the specs & "pak!" the thingy fell off =.= great! saved $$ for so long.. needa use it for specs now=.= holy good luck...


!! when will we haf another relax sessioN!! GZ!!

late

another night of late slping...=.= didn do much anw.. time jus went by like this like this like that like that.... boring weekends.. no studying.. no outing.. no nth.. zzz
hmm 7 days to midyrs.. =D thx loads.. all the best to every1.. lOL well if u are reading.. u WASTED ANOTHER 1 MINUTE