unlucky or ...?

hmm. its been a while and nth is going on well.
well im hanging on to this life but things arent going well as i said, im rather unlucky or shld i say VERY unlucky. or mayb its nth to do wif luck, jus tt my life is screwed up.=.=

- CSB FAIL <- Combat skills badge. .. really nth much to say.. its a navigation test which requires u to look for 1 special tree in the middle of a forest during the day and the night. my group found all the 3 special trees tt we need to find but we didn find the 1 screwed up ass tree which is 3km away frm our start point.=.= den. we fail. - SOC FAIL -.- nehneh i started out quite fast and i tot i was doing well until the last part. ( standard obstacle course: jus run run run den jump over a few logs, climb over a wall, etc etc den run run run again.) the last part, i tot " this is jus a trial test.. lets jus slack a while b4 i go to the end point". zz after tt, den i realized i fail by 13seconds.=.= and tt caused mi 2 weekends.=.= - MOSquito. small problem but im quite angry as well. i got 94 mosquito bites on my body.. neh neh. its supppeprrr itchy and after tt i went to count. cool huh. take tt. tts the main problems which pop out these few weeks. was VERY DEPRESSED. i duno y im sOOOO screwed. =/ watever man. if this is the cursed life i have. i will take it. i will live it the screwed up way. zzzzzzz ps. not to mention the previous screwed up things in my life tt make mi so angry wif my ownself.. seriously...

I HATE THIS! zzz

waste

pfft. i tot that i will haf a very good book out todae since its a long weekend=.= well nth much happened this week & it is far frm a happy or "okok" weekend.=.=

well for fridae, oni few of my peers are free so i stayed home to rest, means doing nth & my bro is using the comp. zzZ so i somehow managed to grab 1 guy out & had supper + tk cock for a while. k quite a boring session which i tot will be the worse outing i will get this weekend. but =)

k so nvm sat, i went town wif my small grp of frens to slack ard & haf dinner which is quite a waste of $ . had QUALITY food tt costs $16+ which cant even fill 3/4 of my stomach & is seriously faR FROM SATISFYING. well i wil let tt pass so heck it.
after tt went to thon LK hse & duno wad i did there except for a few rounds of mahjong nia. hhaa! i didn lose & tts quite encouraging. another not so happening day but bleh.

well sunday morning, i check my handfone.. kuku bo lang frm my class reply mi ( the day b4 i asked abt whether they are interested for class outing. & i specifically asked for a reply no matter wad the answer is) qUITE pissed but well i can still take it. =) so I PLEADED for a reply when finally onli a handful chose to sympathise wif this pathetic loser who seems so despo for a class outing. so i recieved quite a few msg wif a big"NO" slapped into my face. =) haha nvm lo cancel the whole thing lo since im the oni 1 interested in meeting up wif my ex class. since im the only 1 who is so free. since Im the onli 1 having enuf time to go out.. so be it then! =D

yup so slacked for the whole day. den, i experienced another 2 UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.=.=... =.=haiz as tho my weekend is not sad enuf, my woes jus keep piling up.

HAIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i realli need a LONNNGGG sigh to release some anger=/ wel lets hope mayb tml smth nice will happen. zzz

p.s. doesnt really pay to be kind. even tho tts wad i think, i will still perservere to be a nice guy! for now.=.=

=D

im back! well its been very long since i last blogged..

am in the infantry now & not very happy but struggling to survive. 2 weeks in the new course is making mi blur=.= rifle got taken by instructor for the 1st time but lucky tt i didn get punished. planned to stay low profile like bslc but=.= some how the rifle incident made ppl in my platoon noticed my presence=.=haiz.

well for beginners i wanted to stay low profile cuz i dun wanna be arrowed for any leadership roles as a trainee.. it sux. tts why im trying to stay low as hard as i can but somehow fate wants to mess wif mi & i guess i might kena some arrows soon=.=
haiz.. quite a depressing week cuz really got no motivation to keep mi going... just wanted to follow through the actions & relax until i finally pass out from this place. well for kind-hearted ppl might wanna sms mi to encourage mi to keep gg! haha i think tt will seriously help =D

k anw am FINALLY OUT AND IM GG ROCKK THIS TOWN AGAIN! MUaAahaha!!!!

phew.

whoosh! im outtta bMTC! the final days there are really outstanding & memorable. =/ hope people will remb mi in a good way. loL well i dun think i can forget them... in a good way or the other. haha lOVE my section. i seriously think its the best section i can find in tekong. loL( i did a survey. so no joke) yea

HAIL. Kestrel platoon 2 section 3!

oh my platoon peeps are great too. including mi. haha. well seriously feels good to be free now! haha so if u are damn bored & dun mind seeing some weirdo whose just released from a cage, feel free to contact mi! lol cuz im damn bored as well! =x

well watched step-up 2 recently, haha quite a nice show but yea enjoyed the moves & songs more lol. quite a nice show. recommended to watch =)

hm yea went back to band wif kenny & bel. rather dumb for us to go back cuz we oni noe the sec4s. and not realli noe but yea their the oni ones who seen us b4. =/ lol but went back nonetheless. haha felt damn extra but who cares. we're the most senior, we're the boss! loL. tried playing my old bass drum again but seriously poofed. as usual i dun count & i anyhow anyhow den ya. lol sux like cock. looks like a loser when an alumni goes back to perform & plays like a shithole. haha BUT WHO CARES! =X

Well i sorta missed playing in a band but too bad. theres nth i cant do. im no longer associated wif MUSIC. im a KESTREL WARRIOR! oh no or rather, a SAF SOLDIER! yea. kk tts abt all liao! cya soon=/

ps. POP LO!

LUCK

hello hello. im back from another week of =).

main happenings.
-slack
-slack
-slack
-live grenade throw
-luck
-eat eat eat
-rat raid
-nite punishment
yay. recently i duno y the week has been so slack. from after lunch we are like basically slacking for eternalty.. damN SHIOK. haha. so there was once. my platoon mates & i had to pluck weeds.. Combat Fit enhanced leadership soldiers plucking weeds. how cool. haha kk main point, i was plucking plucking den i saw a weird & small green thingy. i plucked it out & thot "wow. a 4-leaf clover". haha so i touched it, made a wish, & threw it away..

after tt i went back to my bunk to slack mroe & my platoon mates had to do some shitty jobs like rearranging the storeroom. AFTER THAT, they went upstairs & asked for a switch over, so i went down to continue their shitty job.
AFTER AWHILE, the sergeant came in & asked "y so little ppl in here" den he walked out & called for the wHOLE PLATOON to come down. i guess THEY moved abit slower den THEY kena pumped alot alot alot. =) while they are getting pumpings, i was slacking in the storeroom =D

L-U-C-K

nth much to tok abt live grenade throwing. as the name suggests, WE THREW REAL grenades. ok tts all.

rat raid. lOl my fren found a rat in our bunk & like 20+ ppl were chasing it ard the room. a rat which is oni like abt 10cm+ lol dumb shit. the rat was caught & it looked damn cute. so cute tt we named it "Thermis" & tried to keep it as a pet. BUT IT WAS ERADICATED SOON BY OUR SERGEANT.=.= HE REALLI DONT RESPECT LIFE

nite punishment was cool. ppl failed to turn off their lights after lights out & every1 kena screwed inside out. pumpings, alternate leg thrusts, flutter kicks etc etc..=D ppl were like moaning, verge of tears, screaming in pain, while i was luffing. cuz it is realli damn funny if u were there, lol i nv thot i wld be able to see that in reality lOL.

TOTALLY OWNED

=.= sux! lol went out wif my frens ytd... TO THE PUB! haha well it kinda sux for mi cuz i realli cant speak & whenever i try to speak, my throat will hurt as tho it was pierced by a katana! zz so yea. tts abt it.lol

kk ytd was kinda weird thing cuz asked alot of ppl out & many rejected mi. =( luckily enuf, 8 ppl went there together! haha quite a crowd=) well for a despo monster who was jus released frm tekong jail ( ME) was quite happy to step out to look at all diff kind of human beings roaming in the outside world which cant be seen in tekong. hmm does it seem hard to understand? nvm putting it simply, was enjoying myself looking at ppl of the opposite gender=) sounds perv!

okok so went to the pub after alot of weird thingy happening like seeing fireworks. haha didn expect to see 1 tho. but the sight of it realli brightens up my day! when we reach clark quay, we found out tt there is free admission to ARENA. haha so we went in to check things out. =/ quite disappointing tho, cuz every1 was jus sitting down & listening to songs. no 1 is dancing. yea so we went out soon after.

went to candy bar & ordered some tequila thingy lol. at 1st there are 7 of us. & opp our table, theres a grp of angmoh women who is like so high=.= lol they are like dancing in the pub.=.= lol weird huh. had quite abit of foto-taking & shaking den smth bad happened. i cant reali remb wad happend. LOL cuz i kept on drinking drinking drinking drinking.my brain went fuzzy & fuzzy. by the time junhui came & i went wif LK & CJ to pick him up, my mind was already owned.lol. tt was the time when i knew tt i DRANK BEYOND THE POINT OF SOBER. lOL. w8w8. its not like i got so drunk tt i forgot everything ok. i still remb. jus tt at tt pt of time, my brain was realli fuzzy & i doubt tt i can walk straight. lol.

kk so after picking jhui up, i bought nissin cup noodles. lol. after eating we returned to tt candi bar. i oni remb, i went in & fell asleep.. lol after tt when they are leaving, i seriously went to PUKE. PUKE PUKE PUKE=.= was totally owned by alcohol. lol. w8 w8 i seriously not tt drunk, i still remb wad happened ok! lol we walked to a bus stop & took NR. after tt jhui woke mi up & he sent a drunkard home. yea. we alighted at the bus stop near the petrol kiosk. SEE I STILL REMB. TT MEANS IM NOT TOTALLY DRUNK. I JUS FEEL FUZZY & NAUSEOUS YTD.!

okok went home & changed. slept w/o bathing. loL woke up @ 8+ and went to see doctor immediately.. lol my throat.. totally owned. yea hope i will get better soon enuf.

owned.

=.= totallly owned. had a soft sissy voice to begin wif & now its gone as well.=.= screw the sore throat and regular coughing. lol now i noe how it feels to lose ur voice.

=/ originally wanted to go out wif my frens but the fact tt no voice come out from my mouth turned mi off totally cuz i will jus walk ard like a dumb person who duno how to use hand signals too. GRR SUX SUX SUX! to add on to it, my mum kept on shouting to mi to ask mi this ask mi that from this part of the house to another. totally irritating cuz she noes i cant tok now & she still keep on doing it.=.=

So i jus slept for very long todae to recharge this tired body after tt field camp tt owned mi totally lol. didn realize the tiredness of my body until i actually reached home to sleeeeeppPPP

grr plz gimme back my voice soon & i promise to use less vulgarities in future!

hello

hello. i m back! hmm its been a month or so i guess but well. im jus lazy to update since i am not realli allowed to tok abt military secrets like "how a recruit's life is like"

well only thing i can sae is its quite tiring & the schedules are quite tight. ur whole military life is oready pre-planned for u nicely by the higher-ups & u jus haf to do them w/o questioning. haha

yea back frm field camp & is seriously super tired. lol hmm i guess i didn use my brain for too long until i didn realli noe wad to write so, jus 1 word of advice for a males.

- Dont worry when u go into the army nxt time, ur life is oready planned nicely, jus go according to the flow & nth will go wrong =)

5more weeks to POP! lol

D-Day

ok. its D-Day today =)

lol i tot i will be cool abt this lame day cuz im oready "mentally prepared". but in the end im still abit =/ lol. cldn realli slp well last night & i oso duno wad im thinking abt=.= lol so lets hope i can blend in to the crowd later on & 2 weeks will ZOOM past!

hope tt naruto & bleach will come out b4 7am... if not i will be so damn emo later cuz i cant wait to see the nxt episode! =.=

dinner.

yea its a dinner wif the odac ppl. haha didn see many of them for so super long & i realli enjoyed their company lol=.= sounds dumb.
okay had dinner at cafe cartel which is quite good ( not too good for the wallet tho) haha. enjoyed the food & the battle between siewhuai & Junhui. loL comical. yea so after tt went pool.=.= i still super sucked at it tho. but nvm. its ok. i dun haf talent so wad. haha oh i wanna thank jhui again for luffing & mocking mi when i play pool LOL thank u v much.! haha well after tml i will no longer be a civilian =/ will miss my family & eevery1 else but yea. SO WHAT MAN.
the world wun stop revolving w/o mi so who cares haha
okok reached home 2am last nite. had a little chat wif daniao & hj & mhao. its rather weird tho. for guys to chat till so late wherby the contents are so insignificant=.= even tho the trend is still the same =) : when guys get together & chat. they will most likely drift to something perverted. haha

yea tts abt all cuz i realli cant remb much abt ytd liao loL=/ will blog again tml. abt my last days as a bOy. lOL

Devil.

yay. im back from another gay party.! this 1 is less gay but the fun is the same!. hhaha. hmm so it started wif some dinner at some fish & chip place in town. lol. there was this guy servicing at the stall saying "byEeee~~" to 2 female customers in such a cutee~~~~~~ way. some may even use the word *****( hint: something which is very sharp tt grows on top of the head of a bull)
yea so i felt tt i shld try learning such cute way of saying bye too so i repeated after him, "byEeeeEeee~~" den i saw him walking right bhind mi. den he said alot alot alot alot of spanish-like english (simply cuz i cant comprehend his profound english). yea so i replied "oOooohhhh ok." ya den he went back doing his work. =D

nth much. lol

ok so was some crap here & there den we squeezed up the super squeezy 190 to go home. =.= the 190 is simply. crampy. i cant even move much & i had to remain in a super awkward manner but.. i like....... LOL nah jk. jus very weird during the bus ride lo.

KKK so we reached the desinated house. cool. vodka vodka vodka. wad more can we ask for. lol duno y they ki siao drink so much at 1st=.= think cuz its free ba. tt s y they keep drinking even when their faces were oready red like =D lol some special case tho, -> emo. hhaa

kk so i didn drank much & i slacked ard waiting for time to slip by like this. =/ Medal Of Honour, mahjong here & there, slack, stone....eat noodle. tts all for the thoning sessioN! lol

im reborn wif my bad personalities. beware.. since it doesnt pays to be kind, y not jus enjoy wad i like to do! hmm.

countdown: 11 days

lets talk abt the new yr eve. haha
its xh bday! & i went to get some stuff for him personally.. haiz its nth nice tho.. no $$=.= ok so after tt CJ7 wrapped tt present for mi & =) dun think xh likes it but nvm lol. at least i bought smth. haha
ok so after tt went to meet them. tot it was 530. den mhan told mi its changed to 6pm.=.= so being very bored, i took the LRT & went 1 round frm cck to cck. =D when i got off, its 6 =D jus nice! haha.
so the ppl who went were : Xinhao, ShengWei, Minhan, Chaoyi, Daniao, Linkang, Sean, Angsiang, Kangwei, Enqi, Alvin, & later joined minghao + his lil bro. Serious case man. its a Xh's frens' all stars! its cool tho. haha so we went to MOS to eat & after tt they went MOS to dance. lol. being introverts, some didn go & decided to drink instead.haha
initially wanted to get into a pub, but most weere full, too bad then, went beside the river to booze-.- heh heh. got high after drinking some shit & became very random lol. guess tts wad alcohol does to our mind eh? haha
so very good, we sat at a place wherby we can hear the fireworks, but we cant see them. lol! crapped alot & went back home soon after.. haha den sm1 vomited(into a plastic bag) while sitting in an MRT. weird huh? haa

the EPILOGUE

wee today marks the end of MANY THINGS! i jus realize! lol.

todae i worked for the last day & am gg get the dumb pay onli at 7th jan =/ which means i dun realli haf many days to spend =/..
tt place aint realli nice to work in but, human haf feelings, especially mi. LOL ya will prolly miss tt place abit... the ppl i met there.. the things i did.. everything.. haha =.=
ok not realli in the mood to blog abt long cowcraps but yea. i will miss everything which ended todae..


hmm i guess its time i put down my pen. oops right.. i need a title for the next book...lets see.... ah! hmm w8 i still need sometime to find a new character to write about....

christmas + christmas eve.

okay~! have been out v often recently & spent alot of MONEY duno FOR WAD?!=.= i dug out my savings & its still nt enuf! =.= its only tues & im oready flat. zZ

yea so went out wif tt gay-ass grp to do some gay-ass stuffs during christmas eve.
went to dine at cafe cartel! 1st time there lol. the food tastes rather gd? lol i cant realli taste much cuz i keep sneezing. the onli remarkable stuff there is the waiting time for the food... its coOL! its abt 1hr + ! lol aiya cant blame too. its CHRISTMAS eve =/

after tt went to buy some bEEr. ( NOT MY IDEA THX) which costs like bombs. luckily the 50% off sushi brightened up my day as i bought like ALOT ALOT ALOT of sushi for $3.65. haha

oK. SO THE GAY PARTY STARTED at KW hse. we watched some prison show by the rock. haha its nice tho.. but it feels rather weird to watch it wif a bunch of guys at tt kind of time. lol almost fell asleep but. ITS REAL NICE!.

we watch watch watch until christmas came. we didn realli care abt it tho. we were more interested in how the Rock play football.
it is followed by gay-ass cookie making. its SUPER weird for guys to make cookie at tt hour... SERIOUSLY=.= lol but tried to make it anw. at the final step.. the HEATing part. Kw's oven can onli go to 100+ degree celcius b4 it "POP". too bad.. the cookie doughs haf to go sun-tanning in the oven & didn get a chance to be cooked=.=

yea nvm.. played indian poker later & realli had loads of luff.. =D the forfeits are realli GAY!. well fell asleep after losing a few rounds of chinese chess.

its quite an enjoyable day & few words could sum up how i feel: FUN. GAY. CRAZY!

anw.. finally. i wanna dedicated some thx to thyechuan who told mi LOADS of stuffs in army to better prepare mi for the future! and to i wish all the best to every1 including the.....

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Alvin Kok Wei Jie =)

christmas + christmas eve.

i sux totally

i sux totally. serious.

WORK

yeepee~ todae i guess its the 1st time ever i love my work lol. usually my job is a fly-whacker but todae, i seriously feel tt im working in the cafe.lol!=)

kk so at 1st im rather free cuz there are nth much gg on..yea so took some pics when my "boss"
werent looking.! =) lol cant imagine wad he will do if he sees it! =p


-my new found fren "ah kim Goo" who stands beside mi (beside the counter) everyday i talk to him quite frequently when there is nth to do! lol

-a very nice "Royal Truffle chocolate cake" lol ROYAL leh! hhaa a wicked cool angmoh came in to buy this thingy & i accidentally topple tt slice of cake & i keep apologizing. lol but hes nice he said nvm=) yea so tt particular slice of cake bcame my dinner =) IT TASTES SERIOUSLY GOOD!

-OKok SO after tt, i made sandwiches. it was my 1st time tho. lol but yea guess which 1 is i make 1...... =.=

erpx so after tt the event started & many ppl start coming in..den i started working like a cow=/ lol made alot of milo. & seriously, i dun even haf time to go toilet=.= or rest. i hafta serve drinks, take orders, calculate the costs of the event, break & make ice, clear the tables & duno wad more.lol

im happy tho, dunno y. i jus hate sitting there and stoning. loL perhaps this is a symtomp. a sign, tt im a workaholic=/ lol


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rainy tuesday

=\ went to work wif abit of burning passion in the morning. cuz i woke up at 5 todae to blog=) den after tt, went work! lol w8 w8. i literally saw, a LOCK, ON THE BAG!.
i was on the verge of luffin out even tho im alone wif a bunch of strangers in the train. but i only heard abt the wonderful tales of how ppl lock their backpack but haf nv ever seen 1. im so proud tt i actually saw a LIVE "LOCK ON THE BAG TM"

kk bac to serious stuff... tot im gg b late again cuz i left hse at 6:07. super late=\ even tho i still miracle duno wad -ly reach there b4 7! =) haha ran here & there jus to prevent myself frm being late again. lol i was late the 1st day of work, dun wanna be late again.. yea. so i reached dere & was quite lost abt wad to do.
kena alot frm the boss early in the morning cuz im seriously at a loss =.= even tho i got quite abit of complains/scoldings/reminding here & there, i realli feel tt i deserve it. haiz. too stupid lo!
yea yea after a bad start, things started getting better when she left =D lol was finally able to feel less pressure on mi cuz i realli super scared i make more mistakes.=\ phew.

- wiping tables seriously kills lotsa time =) (when u duno wad is there for u to do =\)


- after my A lvls' i nv dreamt of writing so many stuffs AGAIN! =.=

- this. is the most common thing i see at work! (staring out at the window & stone)

aiya. work is rather hard or fun at the same time! depending on how u do stuff & how u view work as =\
LOL.

rainy monday

bahh. todae was a weird day oh i mean ytd.. haha didn had time to update but now. yea.=)
okay so it started like im slping at home w8ing for time to fly past. until sometime my gd FREN ask mi if wanna meet den go town tgt. den i said ok! haha i tot everything is rather confirmed & we will oni haf to state the meeting place to ermm to meet? ok yea so jus when i got downstairs he told mi the thingy was pushed back till 6 & he is not gg anymore. =) so i was v happy.

therefore, i looked for the other grp of ppl who wanted to go out. but they are not ready..yea so nvm i w8 at the void deck. lazy to go back home.. zz wasnt in any good mood anymore & mood got worse when miscommuncations happened =\

yea anw its fine cuz we all finished wad we had to do soon enuf & i get to meet my class ppl too =) yay. lol was searching high & low in the the rain for tt "mc cafe" brian mentioned & i later realize i kept hanging out at the wrong mc cafe=.= lol.

anw quite a nice thingy i found them later on even tho all i found was 2 ppl wif 2 psp, who seems so engrossed to it. lol. nvm nvm i found them & its good =)
yea so later gz came too. this party bcame rather fun & after having KFC for dinner, we decided to watch the golden COMPASS! go watch the movie whenever u got time too!
-the fish bowl to rear fishes. by great brian.

oh. so after tt when we were gg home had lotsa fun listening to brian's wonderful jokes. lol duno wad goes on in his mind. seriously. LOL.


-the lights that goes "ummmm um um ummmm". by great ervyn

had a rather happy day even tho i still hate the rain =\ haha yea. bye bye! for todae =)

WONDERCY RELOADED.

=)2nd time blogging after a long break and ya guess i gotta start frm ytd. had a bachelor guys' outing and probably we really proved tt it aint so lame to haf 5 guys walking ard aimlessly. haha.






*the discussion.













*the process








yea so we reached *********point and had our dinner. wanted to watch some movie at 1st but =( cant find any nice thingy to watch. haha. so AGAIN, we wondered ard aimlessly. looking at many random stuff & discussing abt how we gonna try out new sports & stuff. oH yea. most of the time i had them searching for smth wif mi =.= tt smth is so hard to find & went to duno how many thousand places which came a a naught=\

proudly presenting.. DA EMO KING! =D










yea yea so after tt, went to buy some beer & drank it in some stupid playground. yea got crazy after drinking it & were like toking loads of crap. luffing luffing joking crapping =) duno how long this kinda days can last tho =( haiz. yea. lets enjoy it for now.