d-day

well kinda miss home. but i will jus face ahead & take everything on like a MAN. will be back as a man too. plz miss me & anticipate to see a brand new me.

haiz.. there is nth i haf to leave behind.. i haf nth to fite for.. zzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz SIAN!

omg

seriously i dun realli care abt this FINAL mission that is comin previously. my mentality was like " oh sian field camp zz" tts all. but ytd nite, i duno wad came into my mind. seriously.. i began to think abt HOW im gg miss everything tt i haf here ( practically nth) but duno la. jus this feeling.
its jus like tt time... A levels.. was counting down & kept thinking tt "zz theres still alOT of time left.. no wrys i can do it.." den suddenly POP, A lvls is jus the nxt day.. i seriously cant slp the nite b4.. but well its mY lousy attitude which made mi such a failure today. well this time round, even tho its the same feeling, but i duno how i can screw up, but i still feel some sort of uneasiness or uncertainty or wadever.. zz cant realli find the correct word for it.

oh well. tooday finally came out early but frens are all still bz. OWELLS. i will jus try my best to waste this 1 and 1/2 day b4 the finale..zz

schooooool

woo went back to sch todae & didn really do anything special but yea collected a useless piece of paper.. mm had a "tour guide" to guide mi ard pJC had quite a good time chatting wif MR GZ!~
well quite enjoyed the whole thing & the food frm the cafe, which is somehow rather cheap compared to outside food haha guess im still a kid who still find $4 for a drink too expensive.
ahh b4 leaving the sch i saw a bloated ms lee lol. after seeing her really make mi reminded of my sch days. its REAL fun & i seriously dun wana leave the sch todae. zz slacked till the last minute b4 i realli no choice gotta go den i decided to leave my beloved place. hmm swear i will be go back again when i come back frm the STARS.

haiz. really gotta go soon. kinda miss everything here, which i used to take for granted previously. hmm.

chasing after the LIGHT from the STARs

heh. my luck is semi suay. pretty normal. so lets not complain anymore.. since life is SUPPOSEDLY GREAT. kk finally released frm jail on friday & im quite happy. bought mac students meal & tts for dinner.=D cant believe tt even wif my botak hairstyle tt mac staff somehow allowed my to buy a STUDENT meal =D guess i jus look tooooOOooo young for my age. =/ well enjoyed myself at home wif my beloved pLAYsTATIONpORTABLE. woOOoo i lOVED IT TO THE CORE OF ITS MEMORY CARD MAN. played till nite den went to slp already.. was preparing myself for sat=/

SAT
erm yea so i was anticipating myself to be very BUSY on saturdays but somehow it ALWAYS turns out to be the other way. i was sOO bored tt i jus anyhow call my normal weekend go out buddies but SOMEHOW again quite a few of them are BUSY until they cannot even reply. they haf my sympathy man.. i hope they are coping on wif their BUSY life. went out for fun anyway, didn do anything much but jus wasted our time and slacked thruout.ran back hoME frm cck in the evening & prepared for after 9 activities. went to bathe changed & go out again. =x quite a bad lifestyle..zz obviously my parents MISSED me but well... i NEEDA HAF FUN! lol nvm, i will give my sunday to them hha.


well reached home at 530 & still tried to play some games on the comp but too bad. eyes began shutting down at 6..=.= k so went to sleeP! & tts it! z will update more soon.

2 things-> looks like im the only bloody idiot who still remembered our bonds. go freaking stay BUSY ASS BITCHES. i wun care anymore zzz

-> gonna change to be a stronger man soon.

STARLIGHT soon.

whew. its another bookout & finally a break from the evergreen & the everbrown. if u understand wad i meant. but nvm, shall not keep toking abt tt.

hmm went to meet JW & guys ytd. haha had loads of fun toking rubbish jus like b4. guess im too tired tts y i keep talking abt all the shit ytd. lol. hmm went to the MOF for dessert ytd, well the dessert certainly tastes good but i doubt the price is suitable for a poor fellow like mi, who treats cornetto ice cream as a luxury good. bbbut thE ICE CREAM IS SERIOUSLY GOOD ! haha. worth trying if u wan to throw some $ away.

well after tt went for dinner & was discussing abt wad to do after tt. after discussing for abt 1hr+, we decided tt there is nth to do so we went home=.= HOLY SHIT MAN WAD A WASTE?! this is becoming a great problem man. how come we got nth to dO?! zzzzzzzzzz the weekend tt every1 looked forward to is wasted. zzz kk nvm so now i will wanna take this chance to make a notice:
ANYONE GOT ANYTHING TO DO, PLEASE CONTACT ME, PLEASE ASK ME OUT!

k tts it abt tt topic

shall not talk abt boring green & brown life
mmm exactly 1 yr passed. i believe that this is not the state tt i expected myself to be in 1 year ago... bleh. wadever man. time flies~ shall look forward & face STARLIGHT SOON! grRRrrrrrrr