sentosaaaaaaaa

haha. nice picture. a simple picture tt makes the mood better. hmm finding things to make u smile is very easy,so, smile while u can! =)
=.= i guess smbdy hacked into my acc & wrote tt lame ass emo entry lol, COMON LIFE IS GOOD! LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! happy happy happy!!!
went to sentosa with my section mates today lol. its quite funny to see 7 semi botak guys gg to the beach tgt & play frisbee & struggling with the volleyball. lol quite a gd meet-up after a few weeks & i see tt every1 is still doing well & im HAPPY for them. well 1 of my sectionmate jus broke up wif his gf & he is still able to smile. perhaps tt smile is forced, tts wad guys like to do, to act strong & "dun care". lol when he told us abt it, he was still semi luffing, which make it sound like a joke. i commented on tt & he replied "haha, den wad? u wan me to emo meh"

lol omg either he is very emotionally strong or he is a very good actor. well he left alone quite early & tt suggests smth.. bleh oh well. back to the topic, i had quite abit of fun here & there bah, sentosa is quite a weird place & makes u jus wanna take ur clothes off =/ den, when u take ur clothes off, u will tend to look at ur own body & compare wif the OUTSTANDING BODIES
ard u, den u will start to feel... INFERIOR! LOL. sian sia!
went to 7-eleven to buy drinks & saw my long lost fren, Mr Zm. haha he looked @ my body & his 1st sentence was "eh? how come ur body liddat, i tot u go sispec got train?" zzz wad a way to say tt my body is not beautiful.=.= lol oh well tts the sian part.

KKKKK shall nt describe the whole experience today, i noe im not realli making sense & im like jumping frm topic to topics but OH welll. try ur best to comprehend wad im typing =) cuz my fingers move faster than my BRIAN =D :random note,damn long nv see brian le sia!

joke! y sia! zzZ

woo

yay! im at home at a thursday night!

muahaha! my life now is quite ok.. somehow managed to get along wif the ppl of the same badge in my company. my..company..my.. zzz=.= haiz got quite a shitty company & the intakes are like zzZ. i was a man wif great dreams... but somehow, fate didn allow mi to.
my great dream is to create new leaders, leaders who really deserve to be leaders. not those cock suckers who somehow got gd results & ppl think tt they are smart wif good "leadership qualities". but in fact, i think they are jus bullshit=.=
looking at ppl ard mi, call mi arrogant or wadever nonsense, some of them seriously jus make mi feel inferior. they are categorized in the same category as me, which means tt the whole grp of us are the same level, same qualities, etc etc. omg sia, i think its jus too ez for ppl like them (& me) to get this rank=.= duh wadever
certainly in any community, there will be ppl who think tt they are good( eg, me) & ppl whom u jus cannot get along wif. zzZzz oh weLL.

putting tt aside, im posted to some loser company, i shall not name it, who only take in losers or rather, ppl who gave up on themselves. =.= blehh i thought they finally answered my call & wanted to gimme a chance to change something but. oh well. some assholes shld jus *!@$#%^&

kk happy stuff, mm went for on job training on tues, haha saw alot of them being very happy when they graduated. tt brings back memories.. haa to think now im the 1 standing at the grandstand making sure no parents do stupid things. i cant forget tt im the 1 in the parade square nt too long ago.. hmm. well time sorta flies but, certainly not fast enuf.. hate my current life & PLEASE, HELP ME! GIMME A CHANGE! haha hmm its very tired to be an usherer, but i think its very fufilling! =)

nxt topic i am still quite sad abt loADS of stuff, in fact prolly angry.. but i duno if i can change it.zzz oH WELL. life's jus quite SUCKY

ops wad am i saying =.= haiz.. oh well CELEBRATE WHATS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD & NOT WHATS WRONG~

- i managed to book out today & on sat & sun =)
- i dun really haf to chiong sua! =)
- i haf my own free time slacking at night =)
I HAVE A VERY HAPPY LIFE! =D

-bleh tried to play a game but i lost so quickly lol. bleh too bad~ i sucked at this kind of games, while i tot i cld go further=.= zzzz game over =D

JUST another day

thank you very much for those who wished me happy birthday! i LOVE YOU LOADS!

oh. its a sat & im quite tired cuz jus got home not long ago frm mhao hse. haha met most of my frens there & haD quite alot of fun. wanted to go home & stay hoME for long but somehow i over slept .. haha anw this week end is short. mm seems like every1 is getting on well & they are growing & improving & wadever u call it lol while im still the same=.=

hmm lets be optimistic yeah? lol lets see.. my birthday was spent in camp quietly sleeping in bunk & playing my psp. lol=.= but oh well at least i got 1 present compared to my bunkmate who didn get it. haha. mm kena-ed guard duty on sunday & gotta reach the FAR FAR east bitch place by 6pm =.= BUT! im LUCKY. cuz there are 50- 50 chance tt i will get weekend guard duty & i GOT IT! but those who kena saturday guard duty is lagi sad haha. so.. im lUCKy!

oh well. at least i haf my psp to acc mi thru the nite so i wun feel tt bored & lonely. dereforee, im glad enuf tt i haf psp wif mi.

LIFE is FAIR.my ass =.=
i tot seeing a shooting star & making a wish will make the wish come true & the person luckier.. apparently not=.=

p.s. sry alex if u misunderstood.. i dun literally mean shit.. i jus 4got the name so i jus used "shit" to replace the word. sry sry. oh well ppl lets all go to the settlers cafe @ SMU!