Time Capsule.

Time. haha its a very queer thing. read this if u are free

"siaNx...
haha.. today notHinG special..oni go SP?? hahAx nTh great lahx.. just that they all the project do until qUite nice lahx... the today's tour guide... haha damn funny lehx... after the thing then noThiNg much.. go hoMe liaox.. lolx when on the MRT horx... Super funNy lohx... got 1 couple so funNy...the guy pLay with the girl nose then me and zm say the guy dig the girl's nose shit.. haha then zm or mhao notice 1 ah pEh weaRing gay colour..then lolx that ah peh keep looking at a young boy1's **** there... haha.. real funny... all the biG sisters in SP no cute 1 oso... sianZ hahax "

This is a blog entry written by a 15yr old boy. haha i guess he must have felt rather happy when he typed these down. hmm interesting.. i wonder wad he will become when he grows up =)
time seems to pass so slowly everytime one is doing nth or doing smth that he/she doesnt like. while it passes by very quickly when one is enjoying the moment. what a weird sensation, so did time realli moved faster or its jus plain human's misconception.
no matter what, the fact remains, there is nth one single human could do to oppose that unimaginable flow of time. There will be a time when u look back and exclaim "wow, time flies" even when u remb urself saying "oh my god.. time is really crawling.." back then.

haha wad a load of feelings gushing into me now, cuz i was reading my own blog posts from erm 2005? and wow i was thinking which idiotic kid wrote this. Im glad i felt that way tho, it simply means that ive really grown, mature. all the memories were refreshed as i read through those posts one by one, i got so engrossed in my own emotions back then tt i forgot tt i was working. lOL

i was pulled back to reality after my colleague called my name. "oh, im working now." i realised. ho wow, it feels kinda good tho, i relived my secondary school days via this time capsule. i can picture myself and those familiar & nostalgic scenes which i had experienced b4 but haf put them away into a dark corner of my brain.

hah. felt refreshed and there is some weird sensations in me now. not those "weird" as in sexually but, mentally, i felt... kinda happy. genuinely.
im sure there will come a time in future where i will read my currents posts and exclaim "oh my, was i like this b4? im really such a kid".. tts wad i felt when i read through my 2005 posts. haha take tt chaoyi, u stupid young and idiotic childish kid. GROw up thx!

so, ChaoYi, be sure to smile when u read through this. i hope that u are finally happy now.

chaoyi = The younger me.
ChaoYi = The future me.

sudden.

there is this sudden silence that surrounded me. A moment ago, the office is still bustling with live, suddenly. there is silence. I glanced at the bottom right hand corner of my computer's screen and "oh its 12pm"

haha so i decided to write a blog post since no one else is in the office to supervise me =x heeehee work has been well, manageable.. rather simple stuffs for me to do. still very protective of myself tho, kept quiet and talked as minimal as i can=) to prevent myself frm getting too comfortable here and reluctant to leave after a month. haha its nt tt i hate it here, just tt i really need to find green grass out there.! if u get wad i meant.

oh on a saving spree tho haha spend <$1 on lunch daily now. =) good ass. haha life is still the same as before. nth interesting happend so, yea hope my recurring dreams ( being in love with a pretty girl) will happen in real life soon! jus to touch on the recurring dreams.. had similar dreams for 3consecutive days whereby i haf a girlfren. quite a loser rite? haha oh well its sweet dreams to me.

however wif reference to previous experiences, normally, nth tt appear in my dreams will happen in reality. haiz..

oh kk tts it for now. will update again soon=)

woOgffhh.. work.=.=

woOgffhh.. am working now.. nth to do so i decided to write a blog to improve my English standards and at the same time improve my typing skills. I am gonna finish typing this entry in one minute.

So, previously i have been searching for a job that is rather high paying and enjoyable. at least higer paying and more enjoyable than my previous 1.. so i've been hunting for 1 1/2 month. END up, =)

BUT, this time. im not gonna whine or grumble abt it.. i'll just let things flow peacefully. things will get better. definitely. YES! my life is gonna reach a turning point sometime! will be looking forward to it. Ooaghhff, guess tts it for now.


p.s. im in office typing all these.

Sore dewa, mata ne.

Effort.