yay im back. haha rather early eh? hahah oh well a good place to practice writing in english(a little) and well, to jot down parts and parcel of my life in case i forget it in future. so, why not?! haha went for a great dinner cuz it my bro's treat =) due to the fact tt he received wadever bonus and wow! uh love the dinner and i feel tt he is great. err frm the bottom of my heart cuz, if i get a bonus, i dun think i will buy dinner for the family, i will perhaps get a few more shirts or shoes or go club and prolly gif a lil $$ to my mum or wad. haha oh well thanks loads for the meal! Go-chiso-osama deshita!
ya wadever, im trying to learn jap so pardon mi if u see some weird words here and there. hahahahaha ok so after the sumptuous meal, went home to bathe and change and off i went to meet up wif the usual gang. haha as always, so mighty happy when im wif them! haha and i dun care if we were to go our seperate ways in future, im jus happy that we were so close once. haha well well cherish the present yea? who noes wad will happen in future. dun take it for granted tt they will always be there wif u. haha quoted frm some drama=x ahh went to some prata shop to eat and as usual talk cock and waste time. got a couple of cans of beer to chill at west coast park after tt, well, i cant remember the gist of the topics we talk abt but, we had fun and laughter throughout so i dun think it matters ya? haha quite a fun day and i almost forgot tt i haf a major exam in a month time! LOL ya la ya la ok ok im gg back to study ok? byE!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
im happy.
yes. im back to this wall talking to myself again. hahaha i will take it as a place for me to rant wadever and however i wanted to! well cuz i dun suppose any1 can handle all of my thoughts and strange way of thinking. thus, yea, im only showing this side of mi to you. i mean me. haha wel well guess wad, even i dun understand myself very well, i thought tt im some1 wif mild temper, but recently i realized tt tts nt the case cuz i kinda get irritated rather easily by recalling all the incidents which happened previously. there are so much more to myself which i dont understand.
So, perhaps, by keeping some evidence of my true feelings here, one day, when i come back to piece all of them together, i will noe myself better. and perhaps, if i ever find some1 who wish to noe more about me, and i feel comfortable about showing her the whole of me, i will gif her the key to this pandora's box , this time capsule, this archive of myself.( or wadever name u call it) =) hope tt day will come soon! hahaha
oh i was trying to archive this blog in my own PC since im nt sure when this website might become.. u noe, unpopular and gets shut down. hahaha thus having a backup shld be good! =0 eh chaoyi, the archive is in "C:\CY folder\phone\pic\sec sch Pictures\me\blog" in case u forget where u put it HAHA!
kk update on my life now. hmm 1 word =) uncertainty. yea. the main exams coming in 1 month's time, but im still nt in the mood to study. why? i wish i noe the real answer. but right now, my speculations are "lack of drive" mm. nth much distracting me now except for myself. prolly tts also the reason why im distracted. haha if u get wad i mean. distracted cuz there is nth to distract me. HAHA. yea boring life. which means that i haf no goal in mind and it means tt dere is nth to push mi forward!.. gRRRrr but i cannot fail. its not a shldnt fail, or must not fail. its CANNOT FAIL. cuz if i fail, i think my story wld end haha.
frens ard mi found their 1st love. =) happy for them, sad for myself haha i cant imagine wad its like to haf some1 who loves mi as much as i love her. grr jus tt no 1 is appearing in my life right now. wad a sad truth. ZZzz. im getting kind of impatient now.. srsly. my first love. whoever whereever u are. can u come to me like noW?! okok, it wld be kinda strange if u realli come to me now.. but ya come to me soon ok? ya i swear i will love u more than u love me. hahahahah! i will pour my 22years of collected love into U! BEWARE NOW!!! hahahaha wadever sounds despo. but well well jus trying to put a few drops of humour into this dumb and lame blog post. =x yea yea tts it for today!
So, perhaps, by keeping some evidence of my true feelings here, one day, when i come back to piece all of them together, i will noe myself better. and perhaps, if i ever find some1 who wish to noe more about me, and i feel comfortable about showing her the whole of me, i will gif her the key to this pandora's box , this time capsule, this archive of myself.( or wadever name u call it) =) hope tt day will come soon! hahaha
oh i was trying to archive this blog in my own PC since im nt sure when this website might become.. u noe, unpopular and gets shut down. hahaha thus having a backup shld be good! =0 eh chaoyi, the archive is in "C:\CY folder\phone\pic\sec sch Pictures\me\blog" in case u forget where u put it HAHA!
kk update on my life now. hmm 1 word =) uncertainty. yea. the main exams coming in 1 month's time, but im still nt in the mood to study. why? i wish i noe the real answer. but right now, my speculations are "lack of drive" mm. nth much distracting me now except for myself. prolly tts also the reason why im distracted. haha if u get wad i mean. distracted cuz there is nth to distract me. HAHA. yea boring life. which means that i haf no goal in mind and it means tt dere is nth to push mi forward!.. gRRRrr but i cannot fail. its not a shldnt fail, or must not fail. its CANNOT FAIL. cuz if i fail, i think my story wld end haha.
frens ard mi found their 1st love. =) happy for them, sad for myself haha i cant imagine wad its like to haf some1 who loves mi as much as i love her. grr jus tt no 1 is appearing in my life right now. wad a sad truth. ZZzz. im getting kind of impatient now.. srsly. my first love. whoever whereever u are. can u come to me like noW?! okok, it wld be kinda strange if u realli come to me now.. but ya come to me soon ok? ya i swear i will love u more than u love me. hahahahah! i will pour my 22years of collected love into U! BEWARE NOW!!! hahahaha wadever sounds despo. but well well jus trying to put a few drops of humour into this dumb and lame blog post. =x yea yea tts it for today!
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