not tt I'm rly into god or smth.
If this is my punishment, I'll accept it. But wher are my rewards? For being the best tt I can be for everyone around. For trying so hard, for being nice.
Perhaps it's alr given to me n I haven't seen it. But wad I did see n feel now is. Ahh. Life is so disgusting and I rly hate it.
So what if my all is not enough.
No one will care," hey he tried his best". These punishments tt I'm receiving now.... I'll take it up and learn? And/or react accordingly.
I'm sick of so many things.
I'm tired of you but I love u.
If I can talk to u freely, wad wld be the first thing I say. Ah. "Uve got poor taste and be prepared for ur retribution." Or did u alr got it.? Nah. Ur retribution is not as bad as mine is. I'm rly dying inside.
Poor me. Lol. TheCY? Get a grip.
