like what the hell

here I am. still as bad. while I know that I'm just a tree in a forest, a leave on a tree, an atom in the universe.

I'm so sick of all these but what can I do about it. Ive worked harder, be nicer, worked less, be worse, no one ever gave a shit anw.

what am I gonna get after this, where is the end of all these nonsense.

what I have done to deserve this . cant I jus happiness too?

alliwanischew

Sick of trying

Sometimes I thought tt I am normal, may/ will be happy if I tried harder. But I guess mine is gonna be different. U know, when U are made not being able to fly, u won’t be able to do it even if u jus jump right out a sky scrappers rooftop.

Similarly, I can be nice to everyone, show my care n concern to ppl, no one will care Anw. Im jus biologically programmed to be alone: wher I rly do wonder if I’m strong becuz im alone or I’m alone Bcuz I’m strong.

Regardless; it’s gon be a lonely battle, with victory I lead, with failure I learn :<