downfall

good game for my maths.. nth much to say.. i guess.. 1day's self reflect, 1day's crash course, is not enuf=.= got the maths holiday assignment.. didn attempt it oni after consulting mdm lim.. the standard of tutorial qns & tt assignment totally diff level sia.. & tt assignment.. can sae is sort of abit lower level than todae's paper.. u ppl mite not agree.. i dun care.. i jus duno how to do =.=
told my father my maths gone case.. he jus said i didn put in enuf hard work.. i wanted to argue but.. i think i realli didn put in enuf.. not having amaths backgrd is not an excuse anymoRe-.- ok suan liao after todae's paper, im beginning to fear chem & phy.. i had the same confidence for my maths paper.. in the end, its flunked
i dO not wan F U U for my mid yrs.. simply not anything i wanted=.= retain is not an option... drop out is not an option..haiz.. wonder if i can make it thru J1 this yr...zz self reflection is needed.. continuous work is oso need!! bleah.. econs.. was looking thru "model" answer frm jeslyn frm my class... if BT is reading.. im definitely not referring to u..! haha=.= ehh so found out tt this "MODEL" answer.. is.. like SHIT... can see is direct copying with minimal understanding frm textbooks & notes=.= the contents keep on repeating & repeating.. & the spacing btween words are rather big..=.= no wonder can get 4 pages.. holy shit.. think the required pts are oni 1 page liddat...
zz todae lot1.. was chatting wif alvin soon brian angsiang mhao big bird hJ Jiahao ( dun wish to put etc etc haha.. cuz wanna show tt all of them are impt to mi =) ...zzz) kept on luffing.. but nth much came out frm mi.. z i did smth lame.. & alvin showed his discomfort wif my lameness... yea.. so i apologized=.= Zzz i think i better stop doing "high risk" actions tt mite result to laMing the whole grp.. jus luffing at alvin & soonhwee's show is gd enuf... ZZZZ hope alvin is reading.. the pICture thingy.. realli not for joKe =.= zz dun minus my pts plz lOL.. haha tts all bah...