unlucky or ...?

hmm. its been a while and nth is going on well.
well im hanging on to this life but things arent going well as i said, im rather unlucky or shld i say VERY unlucky. or mayb its nth to do wif luck, jus tt my life is screwed up.=.=

- CSB FAIL <- Combat skills badge. .. really nth much to say.. its a navigation test which requires u to look for 1 special tree in the middle of a forest during the day and the night. my group found all the 3 special trees tt we need to find but we didn find the 1 screwed up ass tree which is 3km away frm our start point.=.= den. we fail. - SOC FAIL -.- nehneh i started out quite fast and i tot i was doing well until the last part. ( standard obstacle course: jus run run run den jump over a few logs, climb over a wall, etc etc den run run run again.) the last part, i tot " this is jus a trial test.. lets jus slack a while b4 i go to the end point". zz after tt, den i realized i fail by 13seconds.=.= and tt caused mi 2 weekends.=.= - MOSquito. small problem but im quite angry as well. i got 94 mosquito bites on my body.. neh neh. its supppeprrr itchy and after tt i went to count. cool huh. take tt. tts the main problems which pop out these few weeks. was VERY DEPRESSED. i duno y im sOOOO screwed. =/ watever man. if this is the cursed life i have. i will take it. i will live it the screwed up way. zzzzzzz ps. not to mention the previous screwed up things in my life tt make mi so angry wif my ownself.. seriously...

I HATE THIS! zzz