ive been really. screwed up. sleeping lazing, slacking.
accidentally, i..am thinking of u. i guess its just a temporal phenomenal. im gonna be okay.
mayb i lied when i said i could erase u totally but..... yea its gonna be gone, one day. after all, im jus being retarded as usual
anyways.. must perservere and must study much later!. grr fight on !
andd... now... im mi551n9 you like crazy. =_= i guess its prolly due to erm. the lack of sleep or the boredom, or the lack of fighting spirit. bleh. but my ego and my sanity is keeping all of my useless feelings in check. saw smth intreresting tho, something which had been shared by millions of ppl alrdy but oh well. here goes:
"The Reality of fear
you are not afraid to love
you are jus afraid of not being loved back
you are not afraid to let go.
you are jus afraid to accept the reality that she is gone
you are not afraid to try again
you are jus afraid of getting hurt for the same reason"
well i guess tts kinda like erm true and quite layman but yea im accepting that. feels tt it applies. ill jus add another point to it?
'you are not afraid of trying harder
you are jus afriad to accept the reality that u cant get it no matter what you do.'
arghh.. still.. fighting... still...resisting. =.= i shall get to sleep.
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