mine.

我已经没有不能说的秘密, 我不具名的悲傷也已经不痛了.

It is not the Time To love and no, I'm no longer Still into you.

its is time for me to embrace a new beginning, as we venture into a new chapter. being sad and all for so bloody long is too embarrassing and I'm gonna have to stick with my plan.

this is my life, I will choose how to live it.

getaway.

Am on a short getaway trip right now, tho I didn rly asked for it. It's funny how only when I'm ripped away frm my normal routine tt I get to start thinking.
Well, thinking abt life, abt u, and also abt nth, simply breaking away frm my mundane working lifestyle.

I'd been thru good times, and bad times. Many good news and many bad news, which i wldve loved to share with somebody. but well, there seems to have been no one left.

this reservist, had been pretty useful, tho not looking forward to it but it did manage to get me out of my comfort zone and live like someone else for a while.

so here I'm gonna sign off as Sgt Er. Peace out.



And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back
Maybe you should know that
......
And I've been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what's going on

distance.

as the days pass, my emotions grow more distant.

Happiness, is smth I haven't felt in a long while, in exchange for the monthly salary, I believe I had lost something that is essential for a human being.

being in love with someone, having a hobby, appreciating somebody, hanging out with friends, shopping for something tt I liked, going for dates. None of those seems impt to me right now as I am looking forward to weekend drinking sessions and simply, just staying myself and playing random games.

I don't know anymore, I am lazy to go after ppl, (not tt theres anyone for me to go after anw) but.. is tt a gd enuf reason?

Can I use that excuse for all eternity? well.......... yea I've gotta change soon.. like.... soon? heh.