Saturday, December 31, 2016

Accidental desperation

in spite of everything tt happened. It almost felt like I'd accidentally fell for somebody. While I was the constantly rejecting everyone and shit.

then comes a problem. I realised that id been boring for too long. I don't rly know what to do nowadays.im jus slping, drinking, working, omg. this cannot be it.

while everyones lamenting about hw 2016 had been and hw they will be better in 2017.
as if a day named as "New years day" can change their luck, their character, their fate, and remove all of their memories.
alas, they are gonna wake up on "new year's day" feeling empty. feeling ah. its a new year and everythings the same.

well I don't blame them. I too had always wished for the same, wishing for life to change for me. but I realised that I have to be the one to change life.

uh wadever. I'm jus gonna continue living. continue fighting. continue working and not hoping to forget wadever bad things that had happened to me.

for all of these things made up the current me.

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