ok...update again.. errm unemployed AGAIN. i tot by starting to look for jobs b4 i get unemployed will shorten my unemployment period but. obviously tts not the case\= oh well can onli pray tt my employer will call me soon.
take note.. its 1st june. my unluckiness is still clinging on. make sure tt u ( chaoyi) remb to update when u feel tt ur luck changed =)
- lost $30 in mj (zz u may think its cuz of my poor skills. but i still seriously feel tt its unluckiness.. SERIOUSLY. each time i see the 13tiles i get, i noe my good fren [god of suay] is wif me. not 4geting the tiles i get each turn.. owns as well)
- every1 else got a stable if not at least a job they like while i got a job tt is onli 1mth contract.. (after one and a 1/2 mths of search, and now im unemployed for 2 weeks.. again.)
hmm however, we shld be able to count our blessings in order to be happy,
im slacking so much at home and wasting my life away! its a blessing! <- as in seriously.
oh btw this period is also a pang seh period, why? cuz alot of ppl last min ps me..(its ok...serious) or, every1 is jus rejecting my attempts to meet up.(its screwed up... but i can endure..) WORST THING IS, THEY DAO ME!. nv reply at all! WAD AN ASSHOLE. i seriously hope, bad karma will find them. sERIOUSLY. yes, I AM CURSING THEM. CURSE CURSE CURSE. NXT TIME U SMS UR FREN, THEY WUN REPLY U.! bad karma will find u like how it found me. lol
time to reflect, yes, i used to dao ppl's sms last time and now i reaped wad i sow. =/ (i duno if its true but tts wad i assumed it is..) so, now im doing loads of good deeds so tt i can get my GOOD KARMA. =D i duno how long i will haf to do these good deeds in order to see a of hope, but, im so going to endure through it. I CAN DO IT.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
o.o
hmm. updates.. am jobless for 2 weeks again.=/ weird.. why izzit tt ppl can find good jobs and why not me. argh. lazy to ponder abt such lame facts.. so cheer up and be happy!
ok, so..lets see.. wads happy for me.. erm.. staying home and sleep? haha its a plain and simple form of happiness tt is often taken for granted. a simple and relaxed life w/o any worries.. tts happiness.
lol but well well am really looking forward to having weird happenings tt can spark me up a little.. since ive been staying home for quite a while. ZZzz
ok, so..lets see.. wads happy for me.. erm.. staying home and sleep? haha its a plain and simple form of happiness tt is often taken for granted. a simple and relaxed life w/o any worries.. tts happiness.
lol but well well am really looking forward to having weird happenings tt can spark me up a little.. since ive been staying home for quite a while. ZZzz
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
calendar.
ohh looking at the calendar and reading those "wise words" from "wise people".. hmm the phrase for the month of MAY is "The time to be happy is now. The way to be happy is to make others so. - Robert Ingersoll" haha kinda interesting and rather true.. hmm after reading this.. im rather determined to MAKE OTHERS HAPPY! i wonder if i will be happy as well! so. yea. LETS do it!
June -> "peace begins with a smile - Mother Teresa"
July -> " Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality. If you can dream it, you can make it so. - Belva davis
Aug -> =.= forget it... its not good haha
Sep -> "If you are lucky enough to find a way of life you love, you have to find the courage to live it" - John Irving
Oct -> "All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them" - Walt Disney
Nov -> "In dreams begins responsibility" - William Butler Yeats
Dec - > "There is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved" - George Sand
Jan -> "The language of friendship is not words but meanings. It is an intelligence about language." - Henry David Thoreau
Feb -> Happiness is not something you postpone for the future, it is something you design for the present" - Jim Rohn
March -> A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart.- Kathleen Grove
hmm see which of them touches ur heart and try to apply them in reality!! cya for now.... needa go toilet=/
June -> "peace begins with a smile - Mother Teresa"
July -> " Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality. If you can dream it, you can make it so. - Belva davis
Aug -> =.= forget it... its not good haha
Sep -> "If you are lucky enough to find a way of life you love, you have to find the courage to live it" - John Irving
Oct -> "All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them" - Walt Disney
Nov -> "In dreams begins responsibility" - William Butler Yeats
Dec - > "There is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved" - George Sand
Jan -> "The language of friendship is not words but meanings. It is an intelligence about language." - Henry David Thoreau
Feb -> Happiness is not something you postpone for the future, it is something you design for the present" - Jim Rohn
March -> A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart.- Kathleen Grove
hmm see which of them touches ur heart and try to apply them in reality!! cya for now.... needa go toilet=/
Monday, May 10, 2010
things+age.
lol. life is great! seriously=)
so ytd is mother's day.. so.. brought my mum out for MOF=/ haha im poor, so dun compare thx. went to tour ard and went home after a few hours hanging there.. kk so here comes the interesting part =) according to my bro. we board 307 and i was lucky to find 2 seats for my bro & i, (mum sat smwher else). i sat down and looked up, omg, my bro is so far behind mi, den there is this rather, rather... not very lean female who sat beside mi. i looked at my bro and he gave a controlled laughter. so, oh well i dun realli care...so throughout the journey, i didn realli get to sit comfortably becoz tt female took up a rather significant amount of space and ohh my, seriously.. im totally fine wif it.
kk so it was raining heavily when we reached our stop. ->(there is a small side story but i dun really wanna write it down here.)<- My mother had an umbrella so she went the unsheltered way bcoz she will haf to go through a flight of stairs if she wants to go from the sheltered walkway ( she hates stairs) . my bro and i took the sheltered walkway as we do not haf umbrealla. "seriously what is she tinking abt=.= its jus a flight of stairs." i told my bro. jus right after i finish the sentence, i slipped and slided down the flight of stairs. =) erm its literally SLIDE down.. wif my ass. as in can u imagine playing a slide in a playground but the slide is substituted wif stairs. so my ass went "bump..!bump..!bump..!bump..!.... BUMP!" until i reached the ground level. lOL. my specs flew and my slippers came off as well. i ended wif a sitting position and i laughed out loud. my bro luffed as well. den this middle-aged couple came to me and asked if im ok. omg. its like the ultimate disgrace. i told them tt im fine and i picked up and left.. laughing. tts when my bro told mi, "wow. ur life is realli very exciting. first u got squeezed by a *quote* FAT girl *unquote* den u slip and fell down the stairs. it jus like a series of unfortunate events!" haha i luffed and tot to myself.."tts my luck. wads new."
yup. so tts the interesting weekend nt forgetting being PS-ed by 2 frens simultaneously and my bum hurts =). OH. i wore a white shorts when i slipped and fell down the stairs.=) how lucky.
kk its another chapter frm here after..
as usual i went to work and had the routine life.. i ran into a colleague in the toilet & we had a casual chat.. he asked me "u jus finished poly? waiting for army? or are u still studying in poly". lol den i told him, i finished army.=) as usual.. tt stunned reaction came=/ "uh?! u finished army alrdy ah." lol oh well nt the first guy anw. similar conversations happened last fri as well. hmm guess i m realli very acquainted with the word "poly". so, mayb i'll just claim tt im still studying in poly in future then. =) to reduce the amt of shock tt these ppl will experience.
so.. mayb a few points to check whether u are realli old.(in the heart)
- You no longer feel angry when ppl gave a younger guess to ur age.
- You read ur own blog entries from the past and u tot "omg?! was i like that?!"
- You saw "Students special" on fast-food restaurants and u cldnt figure out whether u get the promotion or not.
- You saw JC ppl in uniform talking loudly and u tot to urself "=.= kids."
- You look at guys wif a very short hairdo wif slope and black framed specs wif polo-tee, jeans, and a green colour backpack and u will exclaim "wah sian..nxt ICT shld be coming soon...=.="
- You see ppl wearing green jockey cap + uniform + green backpack + clean shaven hair + black framed specs and u will EXCLAIM "eew. cao RE***IT.!"
- You no longer find the need to say tt ppl are childish.
- You start to wry wad car to buy.
- You start to plan wad age to marry, how many kids to haf, where to go for honeymoon, who u are gg invite to be ur bestman.
- You feel tt $2 notes are nt realli useful. 10cent coins can be thrown onto the floor.(mayb $1 coins too)
- $1.50 chicken rice is a myth.
- drink ah? drink lo.. instead of "Drink ah?! steady steady! where?! drink wad?!"
and the list goes ON and oN! haha. this phase of my life is when i feel tt im old. but in actual fact, not really.. hmm oh well. a very complexed phase of life. am still young for the challenges ahead!
bleh. rather long entry. so.. "gotta enDx HerE lex WoRx. SeEx yAx veRyx sOooONx~!"
=.= haha am jus bored at work.
so ytd is mother's day.. so.. brought my mum out for MOF=/ haha im poor, so dun compare thx. went to tour ard and went home after a few hours hanging there.. kk so here comes the interesting part =) according to my bro. we board 307 and i was lucky to find 2 seats for my bro & i, (mum sat smwher else). i sat down and looked up, omg, my bro is so far behind mi, den there is this rather, rather... not very lean female who sat beside mi. i looked at my bro and he gave a controlled laughter. so, oh well i dun realli care...so throughout the journey, i didn realli get to sit comfortably becoz tt female took up a rather significant amount of space and ohh my, seriously.. im totally fine wif it.
kk so it was raining heavily when we reached our stop. ->(there is a small side story but i dun really wanna write it down here.)<- My mother had an umbrella so she went the unsheltered way bcoz she will haf to go through a flight of stairs if she wants to go from the sheltered walkway ( she hates stairs) . my bro and i took the sheltered walkway as we do not haf umbrealla. "seriously what is she tinking abt=.= its jus a flight of stairs." i told my bro. jus right after i finish the sentence, i slipped and slided down the flight of stairs. =) erm its literally SLIDE down.. wif my ass. as in can u imagine playing a slide in a playground but the slide is substituted wif stairs. so my ass went "bump..!bump..!bump..!bump..!.... BUMP!" until i reached the ground level. lOL. my specs flew and my slippers came off as well. i ended wif a sitting position and i laughed out loud. my bro luffed as well. den this middle-aged couple came to me and asked if im ok. omg. its like the ultimate disgrace. i told them tt im fine and i picked up and left.. laughing. tts when my bro told mi, "wow. ur life is realli very exciting. first u got squeezed by a *quote* FAT girl *unquote* den u slip and fell down the stairs. it jus like a series of unfortunate events!" haha i luffed and tot to myself.."tts my luck. wads new."
yup. so tts the interesting weekend nt forgetting being PS-ed by 2 frens simultaneously and my bum hurts =). OH. i wore a white shorts when i slipped and fell down the stairs.=) how lucky.
kk its another chapter frm here after..
as usual i went to work and had the routine life.. i ran into a colleague in the toilet & we had a casual chat.. he asked me "u jus finished poly? waiting for army? or are u still studying in poly". lol den i told him, i finished army.=) as usual.. tt stunned reaction came=/ "uh?! u finished army alrdy ah." lol oh well nt the first guy anw. similar conversations happened last fri as well. hmm guess i m realli very acquainted with the word "poly". so, mayb i'll just claim tt im still studying in poly in future then. =) to reduce the amt of shock tt these ppl will experience.
so.. mayb a few points to check whether u are realli old.(in the heart)
- You no longer feel angry when ppl gave a younger guess to ur age.
- You read ur own blog entries from the past and u tot "omg?! was i like that?!"
- You saw "Students special" on fast-food restaurants and u cldnt figure out whether u get the promotion or not.
- You saw JC ppl in uniform talking loudly and u tot to urself "=.= kids."
- You look at guys wif a very short hairdo wif slope and black framed specs wif polo-tee, jeans, and a green colour backpack and u will exclaim "wah sian..nxt ICT shld be coming soon...=.="
- You see ppl wearing green jockey cap + uniform + green backpack + clean shaven hair + black framed specs and u will EXCLAIM "eew. cao RE***IT.!"
- You no longer find the need to say tt ppl are childish.
- You start to wry wad car to buy.
- You start to plan wad age to marry, how many kids to haf, where to go for honeymoon, who u are gg invite to be ur bestman.
- You feel tt $2 notes are nt realli useful. 10cent coins can be thrown onto the floor.(mayb $1 coins too)
- $1.50 chicken rice is a myth.
- drink ah? drink lo.. instead of "Drink ah?! steady steady! where?! drink wad?!"
and the list goes ON and oN! haha. this phase of my life is when i feel tt im old. but in actual fact, not really.. hmm oh well. a very complexed phase of life. am still young for the challenges ahead!
bleh. rather long entry. so.. "gotta enDx HerE lex WoRx. SeEx yAx veRyx sOooONx~!"
=.= haha am jus bored at work.
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
cont.
Holy cow. i really was an angry kid.=) hahahaha super joke!
ok... i'll continue the update...
3/5
ahh felt a little satisfaction after realizing my plan(gg explore singapore). even tho its nt really of much fun but still. yes.
o.o after tt i went to meet my family for a nice dinner @ sunshine place. bro's treat for mother day, the zi cha stall is real good. shld try it out if u are loooking for a place to eat. ok went for dessert at xinwang yew tee point.
lol the i ordered grass jelly wif sago snow ice( good memory =) ) and my bro ordered some mango ice thingy. den the staff said tt the serving will be rather big and its best to share it. but i told my bro "no problem, im ard." den she luffed and said "oh u didn haf ur dinner huh, its really big leh.. u sure u can?" lol. i SERIOUSLY cannot take it when ppl taunt me or doubt my words.. burning wif pride, i said, "nvm jus come i can finish 1"
lol & so it came. mine was HUGE. and my bro's was HUGE-R( as in bigger). & he was like "oh, its realli big.. u sure u can anot?" zZZ i seriously hate it when ppl look down on mi or doubt my words. lol. so i began eating & eating & eating. wow it took mi some effort to finish mine, and my bro finished like ard... 1/2 of his thingy after i finished mine. so, i took his and poured into my bowl. & i kept on eating. lol.
after some time, i FINALLY finished everything and was rather, very satisfied with myself. lOL kinda dumb...isnt it? but oh well. anw, i realized tt actually its true tt u feel discomfort in the stomach when u ate too much ice.
=.=i had a stomach ache after tt lol & still have it till ytd. LOL it sucks but.. for the pride... its.. worth it=)
4/5
OH. back to work..bad start of the day when i realized i didn bring my key card when i was abt to reach the bus stop..ran back home to search for it to no avail..=.=oh well, missed the bus and was sweating profusely..=.= tt is seriously the ulti combi to spoil my mood.
aww was late and i cannot go in the office since i dun haf the key.. waited outside till somebody else come out den i sprinted to hold the door.. LOL=.= VERY.. UNSIGHTLY. aww reached my desk & realized i left the key card in my office=.= ohhh well...super boring.. as usual.. am seriously gonna die of boredom sooner or later..=.= read my blog archives from my JC days similarly i felt "WOW" again=). hmm was lost in my own memories until its ard 11+ (notice: i red my blog from 9am till 11++am) until my subconscious reminded me tt i am working! so, was abt to ask if there is anything for me to do den i turned to my left, i saw my colleague's screen.."Facebook"... den i turned to my right, i saw "Stylish outfit for the season" on the other colleague's screen, so.. "oh." i turned back to my screen and continued with my bejeweled.=)
i switched btween bejeweled..facebook..hotmail..etc till its 530pm.=/ the day was very.. lame.
zzzzz=.=
side note-> have u ever heard an Angmoh talking in real life? do u find it funny? i wonder why i realli feel like luffing out whenever there is an angmoh talking near me. the way they talk.. is jus... strangely..funny.
ok... i'll continue the update...
3/5
ahh felt a little satisfaction after realizing my plan(gg explore singapore). even tho its nt really of much fun but still. yes.
o.o after tt i went to meet my family for a nice dinner @ sunshine place. bro's treat for mother day, the zi cha stall is real good. shld try it out if u are loooking for a place to eat. ok went for dessert at xinwang yew tee point.
lol the i ordered grass jelly wif sago snow ice( good memory =) ) and my bro ordered some mango ice thingy. den the staff said tt the serving will be rather big and its best to share it. but i told my bro "no problem, im ard." den she luffed and said "oh u didn haf ur dinner huh, its really big leh.. u sure u can?" lol. i SERIOUSLY cannot take it when ppl taunt me or doubt my words.. burning wif pride, i said, "nvm jus come i can finish 1"
lol & so it came. mine was HUGE. and my bro's was HUGE-R( as in bigger). & he was like "oh, its realli big.. u sure u can anot?" zZZ i seriously hate it when ppl look down on mi or doubt my words. lol. so i began eating & eating & eating. wow it took mi some effort to finish mine, and my bro finished like ard... 1/2 of his thingy after i finished mine. so, i took his and poured into my bowl. & i kept on eating. lol.
after some time, i FINALLY finished everything and was rather, very satisfied with myself. lOL kinda dumb...isnt it? but oh well. anw, i realized tt actually its true tt u feel discomfort in the stomach when u ate too much ice.
=.=i had a stomach ache after tt lol & still have it till ytd. LOL it sucks but.. for the pride... its.. worth it=)
4/5
OH. back to work..bad start of the day when i realized i didn bring my key card when i was abt to reach the bus stop..ran back home to search for it to no avail..=.=oh well, missed the bus and was sweating profusely..=.= tt is seriously the ulti combi to spoil my mood.
aww was late and i cannot go in the office since i dun haf the key.. waited outside till somebody else come out den i sprinted to hold the door.. LOL=.= VERY.. UNSIGHTLY. aww reached my desk & realized i left the key card in my office=.= ohhh well...super boring.. as usual.. am seriously gonna die of boredom sooner or later..=.= read my blog archives from my JC days similarly i felt "WOW" again=). hmm was lost in my own memories until its ard 11+ (notice: i red my blog from 9am till 11++am) until my subconscious reminded me tt i am working! so, was abt to ask if there is anything for me to do den i turned to my left, i saw my colleague's screen.."Facebook"... den i turned to my right, i saw "Stylish outfit for the season" on the other colleague's screen, so.. "oh." i turned back to my screen and continued with my bejeweled.=)
i switched btween bejeweled..facebook..hotmail..etc till its 530pm.=/ the day was very.. lame.
zzzzz=.=
side note-> have u ever heard an Angmoh talking in real life? do u find it funny? i wonder why i realli feel like luffing out whenever there is an angmoh talking near me. the way they talk.. is jus... strangely..funny.
Monday, May 03, 2010
30/4, 3/5, 4/5
well jus some routine updates.
30/4
mm attempted to organize an outing for all the ex and current scorpion company instructors. its been quite a while since we last got tgt and i really wish tt it will be a really enjoyable and memorable get together session.. have been researching on wat to do and where to go for a couple of days but well... kinda got owned on the actual day itself as NTH.. absolutely NTH went according to plan... the place which i wanted to dine at... the after dinner activities.. all.. buang!
guess i jus sucked @ organizing things.=.=
ended up eating at KFC and playing LAN. wow wad a gathering. haha hmmm but good thing is we still managed to see that every1 is getting on well. so.. shldn be complaining tt much.
3/5
lol its a monday and the sat b4 was labour day. and so as usual, i left for work in the morning.. "hmm the bus seems to be having less passengers today.." i tot to myself.. "probably bcoz the schools are havin holidays"
i sensed tt smth is amiss when the bus reached the destination earlier than expected( due to less traffic tt day) and the office building itself seems rather... quiet. loL den i tot to myself "it cant be tt today is holiday bah... y nbdy tell me...." so.. i went up to my office and peeped in through the doors
"OH WOW. ITS TOTALLY EMPTY."
haha i wasnt angry tho, in fact im VERY happy tt i do not have to work! =) so, i smiled and left tt place... TO BREAKFAST! haha tts been my dream since a while ago... to have mac breakfast! =)
lol so i happily bought the hotcake meal & asked ppl to come out.
Qn: Why not just go home? Lame.
Ans: Cuz tt morning itself my mum asked mi, " u today got work not?" den i told her " shld be haf.. cuz nbdy say dun haf". den she answered, "even if dun have u better dun come home la. u at home so noisy and lazy, things anyhow throw duno how to put back"
=.= SO. i didn go home.
kk so got daniel out & went on our exploring trip. the 1st and i hope not the last expedition to locate new & fun places to hang out. Well brief bkgrd on tt, i was hoping to get a grp of 3 and go visit all random places in singapore to locate new & fun & fresh locations to haf fun during weekends. Hope tt i will really be able to locate new places & have fun along the way tho.
well, its hard to get ppl to take part, cuz its almost like walking ard aimlessly. BUT. it is this kind of walking ard aimlessly, tt new places will be located!
____________________________________________________________________________________________
So, if u are
-Young and bubbly,
-with an outgoing personality and
-Possess a pleasant and cheerful disposition
please email your detailed resume with photo attached to caoyi_36@hotmail.com to arrange for an interview & join this expedition!
_______________________________________________________________________________________________
haha oh well explore AMK & bishan tt day and hmm cant realli say its good but.. nt too bad tho!
guess its rather long so.. ill stop for now.. still some stuff haven put in but will update again soon.=)
30/4
mm attempted to organize an outing for all the ex and current scorpion company instructors. its been quite a while since we last got tgt and i really wish tt it will be a really enjoyable and memorable get together session.. have been researching on wat to do and where to go for a couple of days but well... kinda got owned on the actual day itself as NTH.. absolutely NTH went according to plan... the place which i wanted to dine at... the after dinner activities.. all.. buang!
guess i jus sucked @ organizing things.=.=
ended up eating at KFC and playing LAN. wow wad a gathering. haha hmmm but good thing is we still managed to see that every1 is getting on well. so.. shldn be complaining tt much.
3/5
lol its a monday and the sat b4 was labour day. and so as usual, i left for work in the morning.. "hmm the bus seems to be having less passengers today.." i tot to myself.. "probably bcoz the schools are havin holidays"
i sensed tt smth is amiss when the bus reached the destination earlier than expected( due to less traffic tt day) and the office building itself seems rather... quiet. loL den i tot to myself "it cant be tt today is holiday bah... y nbdy tell me...." so.. i went up to my office and peeped in through the doors
"OH WOW. ITS TOTALLY EMPTY."
haha i wasnt angry tho, in fact im VERY happy tt i do not have to work! =) so, i smiled and left tt place... TO BREAKFAST! haha tts been my dream since a while ago... to have mac breakfast! =)
lol so i happily bought the hotcake meal & asked ppl to come out.
Qn: Why not just go home? Lame.
Ans: Cuz tt morning itself my mum asked mi, " u today got work not?" den i told her " shld be haf.. cuz nbdy say dun haf". den she answered, "even if dun have u better dun come home la. u at home so noisy and lazy, things anyhow throw duno how to put back"
=.= SO. i didn go home.
kk so got daniel out & went on our exploring trip. the 1st and i hope not the last expedition to locate new & fun places to hang out. Well brief bkgrd on tt, i was hoping to get a grp of 3 and go visit all random places in singapore to locate new & fun & fresh locations to haf fun during weekends. Hope tt i will really be able to locate new places & have fun along the way tho.
well, its hard to get ppl to take part, cuz its almost like walking ard aimlessly. BUT. it is this kind of walking ard aimlessly, tt new places will be located!
____________________________________________________________________________________________
So, if u are
-Young and bubbly,
-with an outgoing personality and
-Possess a pleasant and cheerful disposition
please email your detailed resume with photo attached to caoyi_36@hotmail.com to arrange for an interview & join this expedition!
_______________________________________________________________________________________________
haha oh well explore AMK & bishan tt day and hmm cant realli say its good but.. nt too bad tho!
guess its rather long so.. ill stop for now.. still some stuff haven put in but will update again soon.=)
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