I wanted to find someone to have dinner tgt. I cant seem to find a suitable candidate. the year is ending and I wanted to do smth special, just... smth... but nope I cant think of anything interesting to do.
Had I forgotten how to live due to the fact tt I'm in night shift? I think not. I think ive forgotten how to live since I decided to leave. I mean, its sad but I'm supposed to have a better life but I'm not, and this is bullshit.
Will do a year end review... on 31st Dec since I think ive got a lot of time heh. anw yea I must not feel like this when the new year comes. I must find back my way of life, as a human, and not just being stucked in this endless cycle of regret.
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