expectations

i'd been feeling down for q a while. for? for wad. lol mainly when reality differs from my expectations. heh.

now tt I think back, wad is the reason for being angry, why do I have to be unhappy, I might have thought tt I'm someone great, I'm rly good at my job. in fact, I'm lacking in many ways, so why am I thinking tt I'm so perfect. heh.

so yea, y do I have to keep my expectations so high, well its not very high but perhaps just higher than wad I actually deserve.

I should just be grateful for wadever I have, whatever I'm given and make do with them. as long as I don't have to stay in the streets or have to stay hungry, I should be glad. I shld be happy.

I should stop expecting gd things to come my way.