Monday, June 24, 2013

i want to.

i want to sleep.
i want to drink.
i want to party.
i want to hold you in my arms.
i want to be happy.
i want to live meaningfully.

but i. didn wanna jus end my day like this meaninglessly.
but i. needa wake up early tml morning for work.
but i. didn haf enuf partying frens to go with me and just let it loose.
but i. didn haf the courage nor the abilities to.
but i. am not doing anything to change it.
but i. am unwilling to step out of my comfort zone tt could change my life.

i.tried to love myself but i cant erase the fact tt i hate myself. its. all abt me. im selfish, cuz there aint no one who wld take care of me if i didn.

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