I rly don't know wad I am now. Well I'm drawn more and more into things tt... I shldn be doing by common sense. But argh, I can barely control my body. It's like my body is starting to convince my brain more and more and more than my brain controlling my body.
I became pretty vulgar. Mayb abt my erms, jc level.? And I don't like tt. To think tt I used 5 yrs.? To achieve my non-vulgar conversations. Yea it seeped out slowly cuz of all the bad things tt happened to me. But still no no no, I'm must hold it back in.
The only one whom I kept my humanity wif is no longer ard. While I wonder wad I'm doing here, i guess it's rly just for the cold hard cash and... I don't need to be a nice person to get tt.
meh. Must study.
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