Resist.

Nth much for today. Just lyrics.

"Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Don’t forget the memories of our love
I’ll only be happy if you
keep it in your heart forever

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

Tell her not to look for me

The idea of having to protect something
Even though it wears you out,
even though you go crazy,
Doing that for you, I went crazy.
I was a ballerino that danced for you
at your beck and call.
Your face turned red as you laughed at me,
All darkness turned to light.
Even though the world turns
we said that we wouldn’t,
That we would always stay together.
We promised we would follow
one path together
But I’m alone
Still I reluctantly dance to the lingering music
Like a carousel in a darkened carnival
I’ll keep on smiling till deaths"

Heh kinda interesting lyrics to read lol.:| and sry for copying wholesale and jus removing some repetitive parts.

All tt I wanted to say for today is, I hope someone wld sing a song for me so tt it will reach her heart, As I rly feel tt I'm slowly getting torn apart day by day.  I wanted to leave so much,  but after seeing my bank account balance.. I simply walked away wif a frozen smile. But this pain.. Is quite hard to bear. Bleh

Jus woke up frm my slp and dreamt of woot. Fun joy and laughter. But as I come back to this reality, boredom, sorrow and fatigue hit me lol. Wad now, more challenge awaits me. I mus perservere and endure till I haf enuf money and walk out like how I walked in. For now... I shall live a sorrowful life. Light will embrace me after this test. Gah