managed to drag my lazy ass outta hse and met up wif bc and all.. nt rly looking forward but well, since he's staying in US most of e time.... okay. lets go lol. had a pretty unexpectedly nice phad thai or wadever u call it, andd managed to chat bout some stuffs going on so i guess tts pretty nice.
had a minor bad experience wif a staff at coffeebean but i suppose i can jus let it slip cuz its rly minor and well it jus gets me thinking. abt this cost cutting measure done by our govt which includes hiring an army of low cost foreign worker to take care of those jobs tt requires low skill level or low education level. in a sense... frm a macroeconomical point of view.. it seems pretty logical and efficient and.......
( ok i removed the boring dry econs argument. i shall talk in my own selfish opinion) yes they can handle most of the basic needs of a consumer but there are many 'unrehearsed scenerios' tt cld happen in everyday's customer service. and results showed tt they werent able to handle and they didn even bothered tryin to handle these situations. they simply go into blank and stare straight into the customers' face and simply wait for the angry person to stomp away in disgust.
ahh. this sux. service was no longer wad it used to be. this is a really arguable policy in which both sides are not wrong. so they chose to use these low cost army, and us citizens jus had to tolerate all these nonsense unless we are wiilling to accept LOWER wage than them, or else, we haf no say.
k tts enuf of the adult stuff. if it even sounds mature enuf. lol sry but ive removed most of the argument thus it sounds pretty much like a pure childish selfish ranting. well take it as tt den. its a blog after all.
oh ya i met BC and frens.. rejected their offer to go to the US wif em during the may hols... erms. its srsly v costly and im nt rly a fan of u noe, going overseas to sightsee. unless its wif a rly impt person..then its a diff story. loL
ugh had a tough time rejecting them cuz they were so determined to go and i had to crush their US dream. bleh. sry bout tt. and they were talking abt how much my social activities had to do wif drinking.
yes.. now tt i think abt it... its pretty much true. i duno wad made me like this. i dont noe y i wld NEED some drink tt contains alcohol so frequently. why wld i want to keep asking my frens to accompany me to those type of places. why wld i want to hurt other ppl jus cuz i feel hurt. haf i became the monster tt ive always told myself not to become?
am i alrdy some1 who wldve been despised by the past me. ugh tt is why i.. want to at least try, becoming someone tt i wld be proud of soon. soon. heh.. soon...
the sad truth is hard to accept. even if its a glimmer of hope, i wld turn away frm the obvious truth and convince myself tt yes, i haf a chance
perhaps this is my retribution. for continuously hurting other ppl, now i shall suffer the continuous hurt caused by other ppl.
stop it, im alrdy hurt enuf.
im probably the monster tt ur parents warned u abt when u were younger.
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