im simply alternating between hope and despair. i said im okay. and the nxt moment im like fuck this. and then a while later, i told myself "no bro..u gon be fine"
studying became so hard. and i can barely breathe normally. i guess its just tt kind of feeling again.. tt feeling ive alrdy experienced so many times, and i still cant get used to it. its.. a shame to let u go but... of cuz i will try to get u back. and of cuz. i must let u go if i cant get u back. pulling u anymore wldve been too much lol. not to mention tt ive alrdy crossed tt line so many times. but yea. one final push. i suppose.
well it depends on my mood too. heh =) ill need my frens. i need them to b with me. if not.. i supppose i might be too depressed and i wont be able to concentrate on anything. tt fking cfa staring at me too. argh.
what timing cy... if only u felt like this... 3 mths back? or mayb 4. fuck u like seriously dumb fker lol.
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