Friday, October 03, 2014

temperamental

So it's an on and off thing. I said I'm gon be fine today, and tml Im jus gonna do things tt make me feel like a bloody loser. I suppose karma got the better of me. But well fuck me. Cuz I'm a fucked up bastArd. And I actually started asking help frm God. LoLs wad a joke I'm becoming.

Well nonetheless I feel pretty damaged now, but life still goes on. I've been living w/o u ppl for say...4-5 mths.? I shld get used to it.
I must get used to it, if not I don't see how I'm gonna make it out alive heh.

I've been strong for too long tt I forgot how to depend on others
I've been lonely for too long tt I forgot how warm a hug can be.

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